Chaos rules my house
Precarious stars
tread the line 'tween safe and harm
chaos rules my house
Though composed I seem
lifes' imbalance scars me deep
the mist hides my tears
Particularly angsty lately
Well, life is crazy.
Insanity occured whilst I slept the other day, How I slept through it is a testament to how ragged I've been running myself lately. Now things are confusing and chaotic.
At the moment I'm tipsy, upset, and horny as all fuck. It's been WAY too long. Truth be told, though, only two people would be able to satisfy/release me at this point, and I have no access to either one for various and sundry reasons. **EDIE** OK, three now that I think of it, but still all unavailable/unattainable
*smacks head against desk repeatedly*
And I'm getting fat. It's my own damn fault, I let myself go a bit for the holidays and for depression (i.e. I've been comfort eating), but when *I* notice cellulite building up in certain parts of my body, that just proves how quickly I'm gaining weight. As the scale creeps slowly up and up...
*glares at Arbys bags*
Life suxors at the moment.
*le sigh*
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