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When I first got kicked out of my house back in 2004 or 2005? I forgot, I really didn't care at the time. Looking back on it now, I cant believe I was that careless. Granted I'm not 100 times better at the moment but I've made some significant changes.
At the moment I'm looking back on the past year and half since I got job (pay isn't anything to boast about, but it works atm). I'm kind of disappointed that I've been in a similar motion as to when I first was out on my own. I'm really thankful to have my job but I should be pulling way more shifts and hours.
Lately I have brought myself away from EQ. I still do that whole raid thing but I really haven't played the group game (which takes up the most time) in probably a month or so. I've been hanging out with Tj watching Lost, going out to eat to B-Dubs and recently some "semi" upgraded, don't want to say upscale, restaurants like the Great Lakes Brewery. Recently acquired a DS and been buying games for that and also just purchased parts to build a brand new computer (which should be here Monday...yes! $).
When you are playing EQ you kinda feel like you have everything you need. You don't want to buy other stuff because it makes you content with what you have. That is floating anymore for me lately. I want to buy more things now then I really ever wanted to before. New Car, TV, Games, go more places, whatever it doesn't matter.
Lets just hope this motivation sticks with me for longer then a few days. Usually it needs to be someone I really like to get me motivated. This is the first time for myself in awhile.
At the moment I'm looking back on the past year and half since I got job (pay isn't anything to boast about, but it works atm). I'm kind of disappointed that I've been in a similar motion as to when I first was out on my own. I'm really thankful to have my job but I should be pulling way more shifts and hours.
Lately I have brought myself away from EQ. I still do that whole raid thing but I really haven't played the group game (which takes up the most time) in probably a month or so. I've been hanging out with Tj watching Lost, going out to eat to B-Dubs and recently some "semi" upgraded, don't want to say upscale, restaurants like the Great Lakes Brewery. Recently acquired a DS and been buying games for that and also just purchased parts to build a brand new computer (which should be here Monday...yes! $).
When you are playing EQ you kinda feel like you have everything you need. You don't want to buy other stuff because it makes you content with what you have. That is floating anymore for me lately. I want to buy more things now then I really ever wanted to before. New Car, TV, Games, go more places, whatever it doesn't matter.
Lets just hope this motivation sticks with me for longer then a few days. Usually it needs to be someone I really like to get me motivated. This is the first time for myself in awhile.