Choose To.... Let This go.
I dont particularly know whats wrong with me... especially lately.... im so angry and at times depressed that i feel like i could kill
i dunno what the point of this entry is... infact there really isnt one...
i'm so afraid of tomorrow that i can barely stand today....
i never know whats coming next and i dont know if it will be easy....
i wish i could just figure all this shit out... just get it all straight....
I had a strange thought today... but thats nothing new
i wonder why people hide, why we dont try, why we hold back for as long as we can...
its strange to me that we could accomplish so much if only we could lose our fear.
and when push does come to shove and we pull through (i see a pun in there...) we realize what we should have done in the first place.
but i have no realization.... no push no pull
no nothing... im lost falling through the darkness with no place to call home because i have lost my home
and i cant find my way to that home...
well maybe i can now because i have someone to show me.. to guide me and hopefully she will search with me and together we can find home and happiness
and achieve so much....
<3 you Reanna =)
YAY incoherent babblings YAY
fuck everything
i dunno what the point of this entry is... infact there really isnt one...
i'm so afraid of tomorrow that i can barely stand today....
i never know whats coming next and i dont know if it will be easy....
i wish i could just figure all this shit out... just get it all straight....
I had a strange thought today... but thats nothing new
i wonder why people hide, why we dont try, why we hold back for as long as we can...
its strange to me that we could accomplish so much if only we could lose our fear.
and when push does come to shove and we pull through (i see a pun in there...) we realize what we should have done in the first place.
but i have no realization.... no push no pull
no nothing... im lost falling through the darkness with no place to call home because i have lost my home
and i cant find my way to that home...
well maybe i can now because i have someone to show me.. to guide me and hopefully she will search with me and together we can find home and happiness
and achieve so much....
<3 you Reanna =)
YAY incoherent babblings YAY
fuck everything