Sep 25, 2006 19:35
really no one reads this at this point. so i can vent here all I want. Me and the girl broke up. Living back in shade. Playing drums more. Still no cigarettes. been 9 months or so. Christmas eve will be one year. Might take up smoking again who knows. It's strange how certain life events make you ponder others in the past. As much as it's painful, it's good to remind you that you still feel emotions, and still are alive.
The words from a pink floyd song really are hitting home right now.
"And then one day you find, ten years have got behind you; no one told when to run, you missed the starting gun."
I think I have already met the greats, and I chased them all away. So what's left? My one fail-safe mistress, she goes by the name Tama.
I put a lot into a relationship, and here I am one of those guys I hate. The guys that drop off the map and don't keep contact with good friends. Well, I am back. I am not dead yet. Who wants to go grab a drink?