fucking bored.
And the funny part is that I did so much today.
I woke up, sold my speakers for $900, bought a piano for $400 (didn't get it delivered, though), came home, sent a few myspace emails for the band, cancelled vocal practice, sold the basketball game I just bought, bought another one, got ribs, ate one...
I still feel like nothing's happening.
Maybe it's because I started my next step package yesterday.
It involves a consultation on my goals, a transmedium reading, a TM healing, and then a hands-on healing.
Basically, in energetic/psychic terms, it's a massive ass kicking.
The last time I had something similar to this was right before I realized that wanted to be with Sexy K (this was right when I gave up on Funny A and before I met T. And then Sexy K met GIGANTIC PRISON PENIS. Awesome timing.). But it was a huge jump in my growth. I could finally have a relationship in my life.
This time, I noticed I was hitting the same wall of energy that I hit when I met Christian Slater and when Music Connection reviewed my first CD. It's like, when success comes at my door, I knock it away with self destructive behavior.
We'll see what happens. Something's going to fucking break, though. This is going to be pretty cool.
I woke up, sold my speakers for $900, bought a piano for $400 (didn't get it delivered, though), came home, sent a few myspace emails for the band, cancelled vocal practice, sold the basketball game I just bought, bought another one, got ribs, ate one...
I still feel like nothing's happening.
Maybe it's because I started my next step package yesterday.
It involves a consultation on my goals, a transmedium reading, a TM healing, and then a hands-on healing.
Basically, in energetic/psychic terms, it's a massive ass kicking.
The last time I had something similar to this was right before I realized that wanted to be with Sexy K (this was right when I gave up on Funny A and before I met T. And then Sexy K met GIGANTIC PRISON PENIS. Awesome timing.). But it was a huge jump in my growth. I could finally have a relationship in my life.
This time, I noticed I was hitting the same wall of energy that I hit when I met Christian Slater and when Music Connection reviewed my first CD. It's like, when success comes at my door, I knock it away with self destructive behavior.
We'll see what happens. Something's going to fucking break, though. This is going to be pretty cool.