Jul 29, 2005 23:51
this is kinda a warning for this weekend and next week.
im sick and tired of being the fucking last resort for all of u. u treat me as if ill go anywhere at anytime. i know im a last resort, cause yall allways have other plans that fall through, then magicly i get a fuckin fone call. fuck that. i hate bein treated that way. and when I try to plan something, everybody seems to be busy, and they go do the thing i tried planning w/ someone else. i dont know what the fuck happened over the past few weeks, but for the most part i dont like it. somehow it seems ok to rag on ray, to insult him jokingly, well i sick of it. stop treating me like this, cause its bringine me down slowly (and planty of u know how depressed i can get). so cut the shit PLEASE.
this isnt about 1 evet, its about almost everything thats happened w/ everyone fore the past couple of weeks. i guess im writing here to explain y i might be in a bad mood in the enxt few days... or maby so some of u will be a lil nicer.
im sick of writing about this shit
~ray