WtF MaTe!?!?! o.0
seems every week i find a new song. and they always seem to relay how i feel. well heres this weeks, staind "right here":
I know I’ve been mistaken
But just give me a break
And see the changes that I’ve made
I’ve got some imperfections
But how can you collect them all
And throw them in my face
But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say
To keep me right here waiting
If you chose to walk away
I’d still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say
To keep you right here waiting
I hope you’re not intending
To be so condescending
It’s as much as I can take
And you’re so independent
You just refuse to bend
So I keep bending till I break
But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say
To keep me right here waiting
If you chose to walk away
I’d still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say
To keep you right here waiting
I’ve made a commitment
I’m willing to bleed for you
I needed fulfillment
I found what I need in you
Can’t you just forgive me
I don’t want to relive all the mistakes
I’ve made along the way
But I always find a way
To keep you right here waiting
I always find the words to say
To keep you right here waiting
But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
We always find the words to say
To keep me right here waiting
If I chose to walk away
Would you be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say
To keep me right here waiting
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and now as to y the tital says wtfmate.
ive had alotta things on my mind for the past 2 weeks, and it sems everyday something else is added. my asthma seem to be more under control now, i guess im geting used to the season. but im still waiting on the new doc... my dad is talkign about this new pool. it seems sick, but it also seems expensive. he jokingly said the price was 95k! and i have a feelin its gonna be over 40k... hes a fucking idiot for doin that. i kno most of u are opposed to this, but i started using creatine on monday. its giving me the chance to work out longer, and is also making my body alot more tired. and as for being tired.... i couldnt sleep erlier this week. melissa started tlaking to me again on sunday, and things seemed so normal w/ us. i was up until 2 or 3am thinking(more like dreaming) of wat could happen. monday even furthered that when she came w/ me in the truck for a ride. and yet again i was up late dreaming. i kno most of u will view me as pathetic or weak. to keep falling for the same person. well thast y that song is listed up there. melissa i dn how u feel, but i still care. thast y that song was at the end of dane cook. im a wimp for not saying this directly to u, but... i have no excuse, im jsut afraid. my progress report sucked. yes i got 2 As and a B, but my physics was horrible, and i need to pass that class.
i ahve alot more lil thoughts on my mind, but i cant focuse anymore. i just need an answer, a solution to all my stress. i dn...
~ray
I know I’ve been mistaken
But just give me a break
And see the changes that I’ve made
I’ve got some imperfections
But how can you collect them all
And throw them in my face
But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say
To keep me right here waiting
If you chose to walk away
I’d still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say
To keep you right here waiting
I hope you’re not intending
To be so condescending
It’s as much as I can take
And you’re so independent
You just refuse to bend
So I keep bending till I break
But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say
To keep me right here waiting
If you chose to walk away
I’d still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say
To keep you right here waiting
I’ve made a commitment
I’m willing to bleed for you
I needed fulfillment
I found what I need in you
Can’t you just forgive me
I don’t want to relive all the mistakes
I’ve made along the way
But I always find a way
To keep you right here waiting
I always find the words to say
To keep you right here waiting
But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
We always find the words to say
To keep me right here waiting
If I chose to walk away
Would you be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say
To keep me right here waiting
_________________________________
and now as to y the tital says wtfmate.
ive had alotta things on my mind for the past 2 weeks, and it sems everyday something else is added. my asthma seem to be more under control now, i guess im geting used to the season. but im still waiting on the new doc... my dad is talkign about this new pool. it seems sick, but it also seems expensive. he jokingly said the price was 95k! and i have a feelin its gonna be over 40k... hes a fucking idiot for doin that. i kno most of u are opposed to this, but i started using creatine on monday. its giving me the chance to work out longer, and is also making my body alot more tired. and as for being tired.... i couldnt sleep erlier this week. melissa started tlaking to me again on sunday, and things seemed so normal w/ us. i was up until 2 or 3am thinking(more like dreaming) of wat could happen. monday even furthered that when she came w/ me in the truck for a ride. and yet again i was up late dreaming. i kno most of u will view me as pathetic or weak. to keep falling for the same person. well thast y that song is listed up there. melissa i dn how u feel, but i still care. thast y that song was at the end of dane cook. im a wimp for not saying this directly to u, but... i have no excuse, im jsut afraid. my progress report sucked. yes i got 2 As and a B, but my physics was horrible, and i need to pass that class.
i ahve alot more lil thoughts on my mind, but i cant focuse anymore. i just need an answer, a solution to all my stress. i dn...
~ray