Apr 22, 2005 23:09
first a song:
Where, oh where, can my baby be? the lord took her away from
Me. she’s gone to heaven, so I’ve got to be good. so I can see my baby when i
Leave this world.
We were out on a date in my daddy’s car. we hadn’t driven very far. there in
The road, straight ahead. a car was stalled, the engine was dead.
I couldn’t stop, so I swerved to the right. I’ll never forget the sound that
Night. the screamin tires, the bustin glass. the painful scream that I heard
Last.
Oh where, oh where, can my baby be? the lord took her away from me. she’s gone
To heaven, so I’ve got to be good. so I can see my baby when I leave this world.
When I woke up the rain was pourin down. there were people standin all around.
Something warm flowing through my eyes. but somehow I found my baby that night.
I lifted her head, she looked at me and said. hold me darling, just a little
While. I held her close, I kissed her our last kiss. I found the love that i
Knew I had missed.
Well now she’s gone. even though I hold her tight. I lost my love, my life,
That night.
Oh where, oh where, can my baby be? the lord took her away from me. she’s gone
To heaven, so I’ve got to be good. so I can see my baby when I leave this
World.
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its not very reasuring to listin to that song while going 120 down tremont st.
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im feeling pretty pathetic lately. im getting dummer, im putting to much time into my truck, and im prob just loosing my mind.
hahaha
like this whole time im back, im either driving... or w/ a few people. and sadly ive prob done more driving. its like my 4500lb beast of a truck is a replacment gf, since i cant ever keep one :(. and tonight i drove my dads car. that thing is fast. i set a few new recoards for me. 1) gone way past 135, my guess is 145ish or 150maby. 2) i got up to 120 again on tremont st, but also got to 125ish on gilbert? or watever that street ally lives on.
dododadedo
welp i dont no wat to tlak about now. ive said that i have no life, no gf, no smarts, and no common sense so i think i covered everything for now.
think ill go umm... do something, but im not sure wat yet. lol ill find something to do, even if it means chasing my cat around out of sheer boredom.
~ray
EDIT:
i dont know the difference between a dream and reality anymore
y am i here
when will the pain end
y am i alive
should i be...
ok im gonna go before i do something bad like before