hey have you?

[djskuld]

Have you ever felt like you have taken a long route to get to the start.
Have you ever felt like what you have always wanted was right in front of your face.
Have you ever felt like a jackass? I do.
Once I thought I could never go back.
Once I thought I could never want it back.
But just once. For a moment I wish I could have it back.
For once I wish I could feel what it was like again.
For once to have you by my side.
To hold.
To protect.
I feel I have failed.
All is lost.
Protection denied.