Apr 18, 2005 01:25
Ok wow so I am back, Iunno if anyone reads this anymore but maybe you guys will start back up.
So here I am back into gaming. I have been playing competativly this first person shooter. Im apart of a clan called NBK or natural born killers. Good bunch of guys, I got a couple really cool friends from there. One dude is named chris, he is my homie (aka NBK|Caribou). We talk late and shit on Ventrillo (voice chat program), infact im talking to him now.
Anyway im getting better, my l337 sauce is flowing and im getting better.
but most importantly i realized something. I deep down.. SOOOo strongly LOVE! this girl named Tory. heh. My girlfriend is awesome and I care for her so much. I got a haircut (it was REALLY shaggy) and then picked up a card and some chocolate and took it to her work. Heh i had to buy a shirt to get in line but i love the shirt i got. Well we talked alot that night about whats to come of me here in october and it kinda got sad -_-. But we got things talked out so we understood each other and we both know this will be great no matter what! As of right now we have been going out for 4 months. Record for both of us, so GOOO!!! us!. Love ya hun!
It hasnt been 100% confirmed but im pretty sure im going to the Illinois Institute of Art this fall. Im kinda excited and yet again im not. I am leaving behind everything I have sorta. Every lil thing that I did and formed to call this town "home". Friends, family, my room. Well it wont be the same without it. I know im gunna go all by myself into a HUGE city. But I know we are all quite adaptive and I will meet new people and make new friends and it will be cool. I will of course keep in touch with all my old friends too.
Other then that I have just been chilling. No luck YET on the job search (OMG its been so long) but I had a interview from Kohls the other day and I might have one coming up at Old Navy. Im sure il find something here since summer is arriving. Ive gotton WAY to bored and could use the work for money and elsewise. Later I gotta figure out what I am gunna do with all this school stuff. I dont really understand it and i gotta get ahold of my contact at the art school. crap... all this loans and aid stuff is kinda confusing. I just gotta figure out a way to pay for school now......more then likely with LOTS of loans to pay back.
gogo money machine!
Night from your ol friend
Dj