Tequila TURNS 2!!!!
Wow!!!
I can remember this day vividly 2 years ago...never in my wildest dreams did I ever think that I was going to make it this far or even stay atop of things as a drag queen. I was so scared when I walked out I was so soaked in sweat and I think I looked hideous!!! I remember my DRAG SISTER MISS ANJALI telling me oh, you're make up is good girl..you look good, you'll do fine...I was in so much pain and so sad over a break-up...MY...I've come a long ways....I do have to say....I'm not patting my own back but, the things I've done from helping in a coronation with Miss Anjali, becoming just a Duchess...helping the court win first prize that year for the production, developing life-long friendships and having fun, to Erika painting me for my birthday in Jnuary me falling on my ass and getting back up to perform...getting advice from both Erika nad Anjali and my Drag Mother Sondra...I feel I'm different in alot of ways, I have found myself as it's been told to me, from the little drag queen in tshirts and skirts (AND Sunglasses!!) to a raver girl drag queen to dresses and pants and baby dolls. To even holding titles now (Imperial Grand Duchess)(Following In The Footsteps Of My sister, Miss Anjali)"NEVER BE AFRAID OF WHO YOU REALLY ARE" I can be anything as a drag queen and you can have the power at anytime to change anything, but I feel, I have something just a little bit more special. I've tried HARD drag Soft Drag and Show Drag...I honestly can say, I can do it all. and I like it all equally. With all the good stuff you know there has to be a lil bad....I can say I have lost alot of freinds and even have put up with FAKE people who said, they'd be there for me as Tequila and where are they now?? Sitting at home or wraped up in their own manipulative relationships. I do however, have to mention "The Pinky Crew" Victor, Marlena and David. The only one I really talk to now is David...he's been a true friend, he's actually my "brudder." He's stuck by me this whole time and I do have to say I love you David you are truly a great awesome ass person. I love you Brudder!! I do have to say I'm barely talking to Victor again and I've yet to hear from Marlena....The Pinky Crew was destroyed over other people who yearned for that circle....They may have taken my friends but, the true ones stand by you...All to you David:-) Geez, lets see...the infamous first argument with Miss Anjali on 2-19-05 (OVER somone quite STUPID really) I was so distrought!! to getting into fights over stupid reasons, getting told by my neighbor she'd help me out by letting me get ready at her house, to her slowy and eventually avoiding me until I got the hint, being told I was weird, On drugs getting chewed out for being late but, more recently seeing some of my close friends go at it....sometimes, I felt like I was caught in the middle and some stuff is just so petty to even ponder over, but you know, you stay grounded as the stronger person involve yourself neutrally and pray for a positive outcome. You have to remember to act as the Adult. That is key. I have to say this tho...when I am bitched at or told to do this, in times when I dont want to do something, as I was taught from my parents...it's for my own good...I do take the critisizam and swallow it with a grain of salt...(Thank you Anjali and Sondra!!) The Song I walked out for my first performance is called "I Wonder Where You Are" I have said time and time before that this song has so much meaning I'll go ahead and explain it..you'll also be able to read the lyrics. It evidently has to do with a girl who lost her love, (breakup) and it talks how she sees this person and going out and doing his thing to get away from the saddness yet she realizes that she cant have him...he can run from her and cry and yet she still can see him and she has feelings fior him and that she loves him and cares for him...she dont want him hurt thus, she continues looking....I Wonder Where You Are. He couldn't take the realtionship they had so he backs away from it...she knows he gone. She wants to see him again and actually rekindle by saying she wants to see him again, saying she'll be there forever by not walking away...again wanting to make sure he'll be ok saying the love is true...but he misses the point and stays away, she wants to hold his hand this time so he don't fall (Hurt Himself)...but as the song goes I Wonder Where You Are. At This point she is walking in a dream or dreaming and just wants to hold him, but at which time she realizes that her feelings for him can't be the way they used to be so she realizes the she has to find the love she ONCE HAD FOR HIM....(she realizes she must move on!)she Wonders Where He Is.but again...she wants to love him.... again, The love she once had, she wants too be with him tonight...be happy forever...I Wonder Where You Are.
It's a very complex song, it fits me perfectly. I came about this song in 2003 and didnt take notice of it (even tho I'd heard it while arguing with someone)AND had it on multiple CD's Not until after my break up did I listen to thiese words and actually say, That's It!!! This is my song and it is my expierence deeply....while arguing, the bridge is what was playing and I just cried and cried to my ex saying WHY? WHY? WHY! (Although we were together)...but...it fits perfectly. So there you have that song. My journey as Tequila has overall been good and I love everyone who has supported me and even those who havent. I have an awesome family who backs me...my Mom and my sisters...Dad, I love you too and I wouldn't ask for more. Anjali, Thanks for being an awesome drag sister, Erika, Mi Amiga Quiedira....Sondra.....you've shown me so much....Can I have the Crown when you dont want it no more..( I am the Baby of the St. James's) Anjali likes Jewelery, Deneka and Jowanna can get your outfits...as far as my other sisters go...hmmmm leave them nic naks or something LOL. I love you all I will close this entry with my famous saying tought to me by two important people in my love but more importantly:
NEVER BE AFRAID OF WHO YOU REALLY ARE!!!
Tequila Marie Alazae
Da Buzz - "Wonder where you are"
I see you go again
To escape from the pain
Shouldn't left you alone (no)
But baby listen to me
I cant help how I feel
Theres an end of my love
You can run you can cry
But look deep in my eyes
Our love must be through
I think im loosing it all
I dont want you to fall
So take my hand
And tell me were you are
I need to know
I wonder were you are
I need to know
I wonder were you are
I need to find the love I once had for you
I wonder were you are
You went away from it all
Couldnt take it no more
I fear you are gone
would like to see you again
Say I never walk away
But I know its to late
(and I know its to late)
You can run you can cry
But look deep in my eyes
Our love must be through
I think im loosing it all
I dont want you to fall
So take my hand
And tell me were you are
I need to know
I wonder were you are
I need to know
I wonder were you are
I need to find the love I once had for you
I wonder were you are
(wonder were you are)
Maybe youґr walking in my dreams
Maybe I just wanna hold you
I need to find the love I once had for you
I wonder were you are
I wanna know were you are
I need to find the love I once had for you
I wonder were you are
I need to know
I wonder were you are
I need to know
I wonder were you are
I need to find the love I once had for you
I wonder were you are
I need to know
(I really need to know who you are)
I wonder were you are
I need to know
I wonder were you are
I need to find the love I once had for you
(I need you love)
I wonder were you are
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I can remember this day vividly 2 years ago...never in my wildest dreams did I ever think that I was going to make it this far or even stay atop of things as a drag queen. I was so scared when I walked out I was so soaked in sweat and I think I looked hideous!!! I remember my DRAG SISTER MISS ANJALI telling me oh, you're make up is good girl..you look good, you'll do fine...I was in so much pain and so sad over a break-up...MY...I've come a long ways....I do have to say....I'm not patting my own back but, the things I've done from helping in a coronation with Miss Anjali, becoming just a Duchess...helping the court win first prize that year for the production, developing life-long friendships and having fun, to Erika painting me for my birthday in Jnuary me falling on my ass and getting back up to perform...getting advice from both Erika nad Anjali and my Drag Mother Sondra...I feel I'm different in alot of ways, I have found myself as it's been told to me, from the little drag queen in tshirts and skirts (AND Sunglasses!!) to a raver girl drag queen to dresses and pants and baby dolls. To even holding titles now (Imperial Grand Duchess)(Following In The Footsteps Of My sister, Miss Anjali)"NEVER BE AFRAID OF WHO YOU REALLY ARE" I can be anything as a drag queen and you can have the power at anytime to change anything, but I feel, I have something just a little bit more special. I've tried HARD drag Soft Drag and Show Drag...I honestly can say, I can do it all. and I like it all equally. With all the good stuff you know there has to be a lil bad....I can say I have lost alot of freinds and even have put up with FAKE people who said, they'd be there for me as Tequila and where are they now?? Sitting at home or wraped up in their own manipulative relationships. I do however, have to mention "The Pinky Crew" Victor, Marlena and David. The only one I really talk to now is David...he's been a true friend, he's actually my "brudder." He's stuck by me this whole time and I do have to say I love you David you are truly a great awesome ass person. I love you Brudder!! I do have to say I'm barely talking to Victor again and I've yet to hear from Marlena....The Pinky Crew was destroyed over other people who yearned for that circle....They may have taken my friends but, the true ones stand by you...All to you David:-) Geez, lets see...the infamous first argument with Miss Anjali on 2-19-05 (OVER somone quite STUPID really) I was so distrought!! to getting into fights over stupid reasons, getting told by my neighbor she'd help me out by letting me get ready at her house, to her slowy and eventually avoiding me until I got the hint, being told I was weird, On drugs getting chewed out for being late but, more recently seeing some of my close friends go at it....sometimes, I felt like I was caught in the middle and some stuff is just so petty to even ponder over, but you know, you stay grounded as the stronger person involve yourself neutrally and pray for a positive outcome. You have to remember to act as the Adult. That is key. I have to say this tho...when I am bitched at or told to do this, in times when I dont want to do something, as I was taught from my parents...it's for my own good...I do take the critisizam and swallow it with a grain of salt...(Thank you Anjali and Sondra!!) The Song I walked out for my first performance is called "I Wonder Where You Are" I have said time and time before that this song has so much meaning I'll go ahead and explain it..you'll also be able to read the lyrics. It evidently has to do with a girl who lost her love, (breakup) and it talks how she sees this person and going out and doing his thing to get away from the saddness yet she realizes that she cant have him...he can run from her and cry and yet she still can see him and she has feelings fior him and that she loves him and cares for him...she dont want him hurt thus, she continues looking....I Wonder Where You Are. He couldn't take the realtionship they had so he backs away from it...she knows he gone. She wants to see him again and actually rekindle by saying she wants to see him again, saying she'll be there forever by not walking away...again wanting to make sure he'll be ok saying the love is true...but he misses the point and stays away, she wants to hold his hand this time so he don't fall (Hurt Himself)...but as the song goes I Wonder Where You Are. At This point she is walking in a dream or dreaming and just wants to hold him, but at which time she realizes that her feelings for him can't be the way they used to be so she realizes the she has to find the love she ONCE HAD FOR HIM....(she realizes she must move on!)she Wonders Where He Is.but again...she wants to love him.... again, The love she once had, she wants too be with him tonight...be happy forever...I Wonder Where You Are.
It's a very complex song, it fits me perfectly. I came about this song in 2003 and didnt take notice of it (even tho I'd heard it while arguing with someone)AND had it on multiple CD's Not until after my break up did I listen to thiese words and actually say, That's It!!! This is my song and it is my expierence deeply....while arguing, the bridge is what was playing and I just cried and cried to my ex saying WHY? WHY? WHY! (Although we were together)...but...it fits perfectly. So there you have that song. My journey as Tequila has overall been good and I love everyone who has supported me and even those who havent. I have an awesome family who backs me...my Mom and my sisters...Dad, I love you too and I wouldn't ask for more. Anjali, Thanks for being an awesome drag sister, Erika, Mi Amiga Quiedira....Sondra.....you've shown me so much....Can I have the Crown when you dont want it no more..( I am the Baby of the St. James's) Anjali likes Jewelery, Deneka and Jowanna can get your outfits...as far as my other sisters go...hmmmm leave them nic naks or something LOL. I love you all I will close this entry with my famous saying tought to me by two important people in my love but more importantly:
NEVER BE AFRAID OF WHO YOU REALLY ARE!!!
Tequila Marie Alazae
Da Buzz - "Wonder where you are"
I see you go again
To escape from the pain
Shouldn't left you alone (no)
But baby listen to me
I cant help how I feel
Theres an end of my love
You can run you can cry
But look deep in my eyes
Our love must be through
I think im loosing it all
I dont want you to fall
So take my hand
And tell me were you are
I need to know
I wonder were you are
I need to know
I wonder were you are
I need to find the love I once had for you
I wonder were you are
You went away from it all
Couldnt take it no more
I fear you are gone
would like to see you again
Say I never walk away
But I know its to late
(and I know its to late)
You can run you can cry
But look deep in my eyes
Our love must be through
I think im loosing it all
I dont want you to fall
So take my hand
And tell me were you are
I need to know
I wonder were you are
I need to know
I wonder were you are
I need to find the love I once had for you
I wonder were you are
(wonder were you are)
Maybe youґr walking in my dreams
Maybe I just wanna hold you
I need to find the love I once had for you
I wonder were you are
I wanna know were you are
I need to find the love I once had for you
I wonder were you are
I need to know
I wonder were you are
I need to know
I wonder were you are
I need to find the love I once had for you
I wonder were you are
I need to know
(I really need to know who you are)
I wonder were you are
I need to know
I wonder were you are
I need to find the love I once had for you
(I need you love)
I wonder were you are
<<- lyrics.gratis.kg ->>