bananas in pajamas . . .
today is such a poopie day outside! so rainy and wet and cold ! although despite that im having a perty good day. i woke up this morning late and got to church 20 min late (i had to be there to help set up) but lori didnt mind so i helped them finsh setting up and came back home cause when i woke up late i just changed, didnt take a shower or ne thing. so i came home and took a shower and made myself look all pretty lol then got to church and everything ran smooth this morning ! but then amy and leah and meagen came down and told me what happend to cam... 1st off cam is basically my 2nd brother. i love that kid to death no body better mess with hiom or they have to deal with me. well he hasnt been at church the past 3 weeks so i was wondering what was wrong cause hell call me and talk to me about all of his 9th grader girl problems but basically i found out his girlfriend cheated on him so he broke up with her and she knows how close cam and i are and shes petrified of me to the point where she wont come downstairs at church cause she thinks im gonna hurt her lol i dont know why she would think that, but ne ways i got to my car and called cam and he didnt sound so good and i talk to him and tried to make him feel better but i dontk now how well it worked. i just dont understand how someone can cheat on their girldfriend/boyfriend. i know for sure i could never do that. ever. its just so horrible ! especailly if you truly really care about someone. i care about jay so much and i KNOW i could never get close to cheating on him, lol i hope he feels the same way about me otherwise we might have a problem ! haha, im glad i get to go see him this coming weekend, i miss him alot and all my friends over there in alabama too. i know i have a ton of friends here and always have somethign to do its not like i sit at home with no friends but sometimes i just feel so out of place here. maybe im trying to fill a part of my life with other things where god should be, i might want to fix that! lol well im gonna go eat some fooooooooood ! and watch some tennis and maybe go shopping lol i love you guys bunches !