LJ LJ LJ... why hath I forsaken thee
Who really knows why I dont post more. I really do find it totally theraputic. And to be honest, I pretty much type exactly what I am thinking while I type. Hopefully that makes it more open and true to me, but as my mind jumps around a lot I bet it makes for strange reading. Hmmm.... who reads this shit anyways? lol!!!
This weekend was great. Josh took me to see Dennis Ferrer in SF at End Up at Super Soul Sundayz. David was great and he didnt over do it so to leave the glory to Dennis. Dennis was great too - his music was uplifing and powerful. I noticed he was using Rane's Serato which was pretty cool to watch in action. I also took note of End Up's lighting and great use of decor on a limited budget. I couldnt hang however and had to go out to the car at 2am cos I was so tired. Josh ended up driving us home and we got home and slept aprox 3:30am.
Today was good but not as productive as I would have hoped. I had successfully went to class and had a good workout (good God my boobs will hurt tomorrow) then we spent time at his parents. Then it was off to home where Josh had a date (hes still on it I am sure) with a really cute and nice guy.
Tomorrow we plan on going to Apple Hill and getting a bunch of apple pies, also on the agenda for me is spending time at C21 doing more work on the lights and sound in my attempt to take things to a much higher level and provide nothing short of an excellent experience for the little club kids.
Speaking of club kids - a really cute boy gave me his number the other night at the club. I want to call him back and see whats up, but I have been having issues lately. Those who know me well are familiar with these issues, but any random reader will have to suffice to know that I am unsure and (yes I have to be honest here) scared to date again. I ask myself often if I am ready for it and I have yet to really go for it.
Ok so subject change... I love the show Heros on TV. Battlestar Gallactica still reigns supreme, but Heros has overcome Medium and all others to provide another level of fantasy injected with a heavy dose and perspective of reality. Watch it and tell me with a straight face it is not good entertainment.
Well thats all for now. If I was a good person I would post more. Who cares if it is random thoughts... I do get a good dose of therapy from it.
Last thought.. I didnt spell check this... I wonder how many words I truely misspelled........
This weekend was great. Josh took me to see Dennis Ferrer in SF at End Up at Super Soul Sundayz. David was great and he didnt over do it so to leave the glory to Dennis. Dennis was great too - his music was uplifing and powerful. I noticed he was using Rane's Serato which was pretty cool to watch in action. I also took note of End Up's lighting and great use of decor on a limited budget. I couldnt hang however and had to go out to the car at 2am cos I was so tired. Josh ended up driving us home and we got home and slept aprox 3:30am.
Today was good but not as productive as I would have hoped. I had successfully went to class and had a good workout (good God my boobs will hurt tomorrow) then we spent time at his parents. Then it was off to home where Josh had a date (hes still on it I am sure) with a really cute and nice guy.
Tomorrow we plan on going to Apple Hill and getting a bunch of apple pies, also on the agenda for me is spending time at C21 doing more work on the lights and sound in my attempt to take things to a much higher level and provide nothing short of an excellent experience for the little club kids.
Speaking of club kids - a really cute boy gave me his number the other night at the club. I want to call him back and see whats up, but I have been having issues lately. Those who know me well are familiar with these issues, but any random reader will have to suffice to know that I am unsure and (yes I have to be honest here) scared to date again. I ask myself often if I am ready for it and I have yet to really go for it.
Ok so subject change... I love the show Heros on TV. Battlestar Gallactica still reigns supreme, but Heros has overcome Medium and all others to provide another level of fantasy injected with a heavy dose and perspective of reality. Watch it and tell me with a straight face it is not good entertainment.
Well thats all for now. If I was a good person I would post more. Who cares if it is random thoughts... I do get a good dose of therapy from it.
Last thought.. I didnt spell check this... I wonder how many words I truely misspelled........