Y'all Are Funny.
So everyone who reads this needs to understand that when I post blogs on here, it's more for my benefit then anyone else's. With that in mind, I don't always include the proper context of what I am writing.
Soooooo... "One shot will do it" is in reference to shooting an illegally parked car, whose driver and passenger were tossing trash out their windows, with my paint ball gun.
"I'm going to do it, No one can stop me," et all- is in reference to my desire to start developing new networks and social groups. I've burned out the ones I have, I think. It's to the point that most people don't think about me, or have time for me. (For example, and this may be petty, when I see people post here about their nights out, and I saw them out, but they talk about everyone they saw out in their Night Recap post... I never get mentioned.)
I'm not at the same point as so many people I know. I don't know if they are further along then I am, or if I am further along then others. I don't follow things like sports, pop culture, or television. I know music, of course, because that's my livlihood, but new slang comes along, and I don't recognize it. I'm tired of being made to feel bad because I don't follow these things.
So with that said... I don't know where I want to go from this point in my life. I am getting increasingly tired with Trader Joe's. I've been thinking long and hard about where I am going to go from here, but I really don't know what the answer is yet. I need to secure a couple more regular DJ slots at local bars/clubs- if I can do that, then perhaps I will earn enough money that way that I can quit and rely solely on the DJ income.
We shall see, though.
Off to do other stuff now-
Ray
Soooooo... "One shot will do it" is in reference to shooting an illegally parked car, whose driver and passenger were tossing trash out their windows, with my paint ball gun.
"I'm going to do it, No one can stop me," et all- is in reference to my desire to start developing new networks and social groups. I've burned out the ones I have, I think. It's to the point that most people don't think about me, or have time for me. (For example, and this may be petty, when I see people post here about their nights out, and I saw them out, but they talk about everyone they saw out in their Night Recap post... I never get mentioned.)
I'm not at the same point as so many people I know. I don't know if they are further along then I am, or if I am further along then others. I don't follow things like sports, pop culture, or television. I know music, of course, because that's my livlihood, but new slang comes along, and I don't recognize it. I'm tired of being made to feel bad because I don't follow these things.
So with that said... I don't know where I want to go from this point in my life. I am getting increasingly tired with Trader Joe's. I've been thinking long and hard about where I am going to go from here, but I really don't know what the answer is yet. I need to secure a couple more regular DJ slots at local bars/clubs- if I can do that, then perhaps I will earn enough money that way that I can quit and rely solely on the DJ income.
We shall see, though.
Off to do other stuff now-
Ray