It's not easy..
I am trying to reconnect with my journal.
I think it became hard in 2008 when I was battling depression and all its symptoms (obsessiveness, constant crying, constantly feeling awkward). It all came to a pic at the end of that year, and it was a really hard thing. Maybe I was too embarrassed to tell my story. Even with those privileged to read friends-only entries, I felt an embarrassment.
And then, it s as if my body was kicking a habit I don't want to kick.
There are so many things happening to me and in my surroundings that I want to share, especially now that I am emotionally more at peace, like never before in my life. And yet maybe because I got used not to blog anymore.
So I am trying to discuss with myself: how to go back to this? What to blog about? What do I want to get out? To tell the world?
I think I have ideas. But I am just brainstorming.
Let's see... For now all I can tell is: Stay tuned.
But in more recent happenings, I am doing yoga, I have a cat (Maximus Naranjus Raelius) who I love and I have met a lot of interesting people. Yesterday, I hung out with a couple of female friends to watch a movie (Dum Maaro Dum), and another bunch of friends in the West Village. I still keep an eye on my budget. And I am thankful for all the good things happening.
Ohhh And on wednesday I went to see PJ Harvey. I loved it. She is a tremendous performer and makes one feel at home. I forgot I was standing up and about feeling my legs until I left the concert.
I guess I am going to try to write every week, but be flexible. Let us see.
I think it became hard in 2008 when I was battling depression and all its symptoms (obsessiveness, constant crying, constantly feeling awkward). It all came to a pic at the end of that year, and it was a really hard thing. Maybe I was too embarrassed to tell my story. Even with those privileged to read friends-only entries, I felt an embarrassment.
And then, it s as if my body was kicking a habit I don't want to kick.
There are so many things happening to me and in my surroundings that I want to share, especially now that I am emotionally more at peace, like never before in my life. And yet maybe because I got used not to blog anymore.
So I am trying to discuss with myself: how to go back to this? What to blog about? What do I want to get out? To tell the world?
I think I have ideas. But I am just brainstorming.
Let's see... For now all I can tell is: Stay tuned.
But in more recent happenings, I am doing yoga, I have a cat (Maximus Naranjus Raelius) who I love and I have met a lot of interesting people. Yesterday, I hung out with a couple of female friends to watch a movie (Dum Maaro Dum), and another bunch of friends in the West Village. I still keep an eye on my budget. And I am thankful for all the good things happening.
Ohhh And on wednesday I went to see PJ Harvey. I loved it. She is a tremendous performer and makes one feel at home. I forgot I was standing up and about feeling my legs until I left the concert.
I guess I am going to try to write every week, but be flexible. Let us see.