Sep 28, 2006 00:47
Fuck this world, and fuck the next... Just when I start to get to the point where I can get my timing belt replaced, my phone turned back on, and my car being paid for, the system fucks me all over again.
I am officially a wanted felon. What for? GRAND. THEFT. AUTO. Yeah, 5/3 Bank pulled the plug on my financing. They want the full amount of my car NOW, right? Yeah, well now they don't want just the car, they want me in prison for the next 11-15 YEARS of my life. Yeah, I finally am about to get my life going again and now you're going to halt it for a decade or more? No. FUCK NO.
Let me make it very clear to you. I am not going to jail. I am not going to prison. I am not losing my car, ESPECIALLY without a suitable replacement vehicle to get me to and from my job(s). I am not going to lose everything and have my life fucked over because its already been fucked over by the system. Its the fucking system's fault, the credit bureaus, the banks, the dealerships, Jet's Pizza and Hungry Howie's. It isn't my fault and I'm not getting fucked over because a bunch of stupid as fuck assholes don't know how to do their jobs.
I'm calling the same lawyer Cheryl used to clear up her bankruptcy case tomorrow and then everybody that wants money from me is going to be royally fucked up their asses.
Don't any of you even think about saying "there's somebody out there who's got it worse off than you." You don't even fucking know the hell I've been through in the past 9 months. This stops NOW. I'm done doing everything I can only to be fucked over anyway. The system is going to get its ass kicked and that's the bottom line.
Please help in any way possible. At this point I can't afford the lawyer I was recommended so I need money. I can't be driving my car very much in fear of being arrested and tried for GTA, so I need rides to/from work and possibly job interviews.
If you can donate money, my paypal address is my email: djparasite@aol.com
If you can give me a ride, I can give you gas money, although not very much. $3-5 per day. I know its not enough to make 4 13-mile trips in a day, but its all I can afford (and technically I can't afford that, either).
IF you could cosign on an autoloan for a few dollars under $9,800, that'd be best. Then I wouldn't have to get a lawyer or anything. I have a job capable of paying for my car, and I'm *hopefully* getting that job at DSW tomorrow that would pay for my phone and food. I just need the GTA charge off of me because I can't afford to lose everything I've worked so goddamn hard to get back.
Liz, I love you.