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[djpaec]

this room is spinning
and I can't get out
I wanna run away from this feeling
I just wanna let it out
I wanna get away from all of this
there is no where to turn
I wanna make my escape
Am I gonna get out
to find your smiling face
oops I cut myself again
I guess thats what I get
for fliting with this
what I really can't handle
what the fuck is going on
who have I become today
will I just be ok
I don't really understand me either
so why should you
I just don't get why you're trying to understand
or is it me who's just trying to get through this
cause you could care less right now
and I'm just as confused as ever
do I really need this in my life
maybe I should cut myself again
where is that coming from
it was just a accident
will I ever find myself again
maybe you'll see this maybe just one day
I gotta get out of this
I gotta find a way