something more
(kaisoo, pg13, nonAU, fluff/romance/comedy)
After years of being in love with Kyungsoo, Jongin finally decides to find out if his friend is also gay, and more importantly, if he has a chance.
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Something More
Jongin has always been a person to fall in love head over heels with someone, who shows even just the tiniest bit of affection towards him - provided that the one interestes in him is good looking, of course. But this time it was different. Well, surely Kyungsoo was one of the nicest members in the band and he did not hide how much he liked Kai, but even before getting to know him better, Jongin had already fallen in love with him. Love at first sigth - really something even Jongin never expected to happen to him. But it did and now there was no turning back.
Since that day he fell in love - or Kai liked to call it the day, he hasn't been sexually satisfied since - it's already been a bunch of years and now he and DO were famous. Too famous to become a couple without anyone noticing. A problem Jongin didn't even think about, since Kyungsoo was everythig but in love with him. Infact Jongin wasn't even sure, if the older boy was actually capable of being interested in someone in that way... And with ´that way` you should all know what I mean.
That's right, Kyungsoo is a guy in his best years, who has never been sexually attracted. Kai couldn't believe it at first, when he and Kyungsoo had that kinda conversation weeks ago, but now that he had have the time to think about it, he was actually convinced that DO told him the truth.
In all the years they've known each other, there has never been a single comment of Kyungsoo regarding a girlfriend... or just some random hot chick. He had no eyes for woman, what sadly didn't mean that he liked to suck dick either.
So that was the question, Kai has been asking himself for some time now. Was Kyungsoo gay and if yes, did he have a chance?
And yes, Jongin knew that if he wasn't going to get a hold of himself soon and ask Kyungsoo, he was never going to know!
But of course that all sounded easier than it was.
Jongin's and Kyungsoo's wonderful friendship was either going to progress to the next level.... or the opposite.
But has it ever been any use thinking too much about something like that? Of course, it hasn't. You gotta act! And that is the exact reason Jongin decided to finally break the wall - even if it was unknowingly.
Kyungsoo's wall of never ending denial.
„W-What?“
DO, who has been watching TV for the past thrity minutes, innocently, without thinking much about anything, couldn't believe his eyes... or rather ears.
„What did you say?“, he asked again and looked at his Dongsaeng Jongin, who wasn't even waering anything beside that little towel of his, wrapped around his waist, still showing most of his delicious looking thights. „What are you saying, looking like that?!“, he added after nervously looking up and down at his friend.
„What do you mean ´like that`? And I asked, if you like guys.“ Of course at that moment Jongin was pretending he didn't purposly took a shower before going to Kyungsoo, to maybe get some kinda reaction, which might be more truthful than his words.
Jongin really wanted to know after all and he didn't care about using such cheap methods. Was the one he had loved for the past years gay? Did he waste all this time without trying anything, even though he migth have had one big of a chance all along?
„... I do not“, DO finally answered after a minute of gulping, not knowing where to look and what to say, since the answer wasn't clear to himself.
„You don't?“
„I don't think so...“
He didn't think so. Well... what did that exacty mean? Jongin was going to find out.
„You don't think you're gay... but honestly, you have actually no idea, if you're into guys or girls?“, Jongin repeated and added a bit to get more useful information out of his love interest who was now just looking confused at his friend, questioning himself, if Jongin was the right person to talk about something like that to.
But he was right. Kyungsoo didn't know. He really didn't. The only fact he knew for sure was that girls weren't for him. Not at all. Not the tiniest bit. Never! But what about guys? Well, sometimes he did think of some guy as good looking and extremely seldom he even imagined one naked... but did that really mean something? You know, he could probably just admire them for their good body and not have any perverted sexual thoughts about that certain guy covered in sweat, touching himself while making horny soun-
Kyungsoo swallowed hard as he noticed that he's been starring at Kai for the past few moments.
Okay, that was scary!
„Where did this even come from? Let's not talk about that.“ He finally broke the silence, souning more confident than he actually was and turned to the TV again - regretting not having used the time to look at thr right parts of his friend's body. And that were of course tights, neck and the bulb between his legs.
No, he wasn't gay.
„Don't change the subject. Don't you want to know yourself? You aren't interested in having a relationship at all?“, Jongin persisted and was afraid that this conversation wasn't going to get them anywhere after all.
This was just turning strange.
„I'm not in love with anyone, so no“ ,Kyungsoo still answered.
„But... come on, Kyungsoo... don't you know if you get horny looking at boobs or cocks?“ Until now Kai had been trying to be sensitive - in his own strange way - but he couldn't stop himself from asking that.
Jongin was gay and he had known forever. There had actually never been a time he had asked himself if he could fall in love with a girl. He couldn't, and that was a fact! Why wasn't it as easy for DO?
„I don't look, so I don't know.“ First part was a lie, second probably too, but we're still talking about Kyungsoo here.
„Then look now!“, Kai then said without even knowing what he was doing and grapped his friends upperarm with one hand. „I do have the dick after all. So look and tell me what you feel!“
Kyungsoo's eyes were now as wide as they could be and trying to focus on Jongin's eyes didn't help to prevent what happened next.
The towel fell and his eyes were fixed.
Fixed between Kai's now fully naked legs.
They were fixed and...
„So...?“, asked Kai after a while, now finally feeling uncomfortable but still not turning away, since he now was sure he was going to get the answer he wanted, based on the blush on DO's face and the look in his eyes. - A look Kai had seen before, when Kyungsoo had looked at him on stage.
A look of lust.
It was hard... it was hard for Jongin not to grin but he actually managed to surpress it well.
„I... I don't feel much...“, Kyungsoo then lied, still not looking back.
„Not much means...“
„Well...“, Kyungsoo swallowed: „Maybe a bit after all...“
„So you're trying to say that...“ Kai wasn't going to say it for DO. He wanted to hear it from him.
„I'm not trying to say anyth-“
„Kyungsoo!“, he stopped him from continiuing to lie. „What are you trying to say?“
That he maybe was a tiny bit of a homo. That's what he was going to say, but honestly... Kyungsoo wasn't that much for talking at the moment. Starring... that's right. Starring was the main point of that whole situation and he was hoping for it not to stop too soon.
19 years of suppressing and now he could stare as much as he wanted.
Still, he managed to bring out a few words, even if he didn't get to think too much about them.
„Maybe I am a little gay after all...“, he finally admited to himself and Jongin.
„There ain't no little gay. Either you are gay or not.“
„Well, then I'm probably gay.“
And that was the moment DO's eyes moved.
What did he just say?
Hell, no, he didn't just admit the thing he has been denying so well the past few years, right? He didn't and especially not infront of Jongin, the guy who had made him go crazy with that perfect body of his.
No way!
„Oh really? Me too“, Kai then said without giving any fucks at all.
How long has he been waiting for this? He didn't even know. Jongin had dreamed of that moment countless of times. Kyungsoo finally admiting that he was also the type who went after his own gender. And afterwards both of them would join in longingly passionate making of love.
Was that going to happen too? Oh please.
„You... you, what? You are gay?“ Kyungsoo couldn't believe his ears once again.
The fact that he had just admited it himself, didn't seem important anymore. Now the only thing that counted was Jongin's confession.
„You aren't seriously gay, right?“
„I am.“
Now, still confused as fuck, Kyungsoo didn't know what to feel or do anymore.
So he was gay. Yea, well... nothing new actually, he had just been pretending otherwise. And now there was Jongin... also gay... and totally the type DO went for!
What was he going to do? Or was he going to do anything at all? Or should he hope for Kai to do something? To do, what?
Oh hell, this was confusing.
„Seems like we're both gay then“, Kai said, sounding like a derp and smiling like one.
Of course, Jongin knew too well that there still wasn't a reason to calm himself down, since them both being gay didn't mean that there was actually going to happen anything. Maybe he wasn't DO's type after al- oh wait, he was sure he was. After those glances there was now way he wasn't.
Just remebering the few seconds DO's eyes had been lying on his dick, made his heart pound like crazy.
„S-Seems so...“, DO stuttered and was now looking at Kai's hand on his arm.
Now that they knew they were potential lovers, everything was turning so strange.
Whatever... that didn't bother Jongin the tiniest bit. He had been waiting long enough for this. Long enough...
„Kyungsoo?“, he started and smiled a bit at his still-friend and let go of that arm just to slide down with his fingers and touch his hand. „You know that I like you, right?“
„O-Of course...“, Kyungsoo said and despite the situation, he still though of it as a friendship-kinda like. Jongin noticed and laughed a bit.
„I mean a love-like“, he explained when DO froze.
„L-Love?“
„Yea. For a long time already...“ now even Jongin was starting to blush.
God, this situation was so embarrassing. Embarrassing in a corney way.
„B-But... I'm a guy...“
„We just talked about that, didn't we?“ Kai laughed and took a step forward - still naked by the way.
For a short moment DO was thinking of stepping back, his hands were already on Jongin's chest to push him away but right before doing so he realized something...
He didn't want to push him away at all.
So he stayed the way he was. Still shocked, of course.
„I see you're not moving. Does that mean you accept me?“, Kai asked, knowing that he couldn't expect DO to confess his love as well.
Just that was enough for now.
„...I think that's what it means.“
„You think so?“, Jongin giggled a bit and slowly moved froward, sliding with his free fingers over Kyungsoo's cheek, his lips ready to plant a kiss.
„No.... actually...“ DO looked focused at the eyes of his Dongsaeng, which where moving closer and closer with the seconds. „Actually... I am pretty sure I do...“
And with Jongin's questions being answered and Kyungsoo's inner wall finally torn down, they kissed for the first time.
But certainly not for the last.
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as many of you must have noticed, I am not a native speaker, but I still hope that you liked the story despite the strange plot change XDDD