Apr 19, 2004 17:31
It is about that time. That's right youth! It is again getting sunny outside. Sunny and warm. It's a shame that they don't cancel classes for us. There is one thing I am not liking about the weather and all. My best friend Holly isn't here to enjoy it with me like last year. It just isn't the same hanging out in the valley watching people play volleyball without her. It isn't the same at night. I mean we used to hang out until we couldn't stay awake anymore then we would just pass out on Norm's ghetto matress. Boom! there comes Matt and Dimo and the next thing I would know is that she was spooning with me. Those times were truly some of the best times of my college experience so far. The rest well being with you and knowing you Holly! However as much as I miss that stuff I have never lost hope because it isn't there. I pray every night for God to show me what he wants me to do. Who he has planned for me. And luck with everything I go through. I know that what goes on in my life is a lesson for me from God and I will never question was he sends my way. I am really excited to one day see what all God has set aside for me. Prayer is the strongest thing and living for God is all I can do. I can only do what he has said is right and not do what he has said is wrong. I may have made mistakes in the past but it is never too late to realize that they were mistakes and make a change and be totally sincere about it. From this point on there will be a change in me, a change that I have had help realizing I need to make ever since I first met my best friend last year in the valley. My best friend......you guessed it Holly. I love you so much for helping me realize everything I realize and I love you for just being you and making me as happy as I am. We both were just introduced to each other last year, not by our friends but by something greater than that, I don't want to jump to any conclusions but hopefully that is a sign for something. I love you Holly!
P.S. I love my family and friends as well but Holly is just that special person for me :D