Sep 07, 2003 00:51
every time i go to update i forget what i was going to write about.
today i helped my dad paint our house. he and my step mom have been getting on my case about "not being a part of the family," and i was getting sick of it, so i spent about four hours painting. i actually didn't mind it though, it was kind of calming, in a sick way. oh, i fainted yesterday for the second time in two weeks. pretty impressive, eh? [whatever]
i'm not looking forward to starting school again. i'm looking for an afternoon job, preferably as an office assistant, secretary, receptionist, etc. i'm just sick of working nights and not having any time for anything. i worked and went to school full time all summer long and when i finally have a break my family disowns me for spending too much time with my boyfriend instead of them. screw that, they made me take that third class which prevented me from being able to work days. so suck on that.
ok, i'm not really pissed off at them or anyone, but it felt good to write that down. i've been drinking far too much coke. there's a banana sitting on my desk. i bought a book on vegetarian recipes. [fun stuff]
my neighbor's brother died so i'm going to give him one of my drawings as a gift. stupid idea? it's got rosary beads in it and i heard he's not catholic... maybe i shouldn't. i don't know.
saw a movie tonight with dustin. the league of extraordinary men. it was decent. the movie i mean. the company was exceptional.
am i too sentimental, or not sentimental enough?
that's a tough one...
carry me to my deathbed where i shall rise and become the forebear of your destiny.
[what?]
(-goodnight-)