LOVE
I love breakz sooooooo much. Even more especially I love progressive sounding breakz! *gasp* My edm fancies had been moving in that direction for some time now, and I've also been listening to alot more really good prog house as well. Man tho, seriously, just totally ignoring the fact I think Joe is a really kool guy in general and excluding him as a DJ for ONE moment - HE ROCKS. I mean Jay alwayz throws out some really good sounds and I dug that so much too, but I was just thrilled at the tunes Joe played at both the Office and back at Chad's house. I've been wanting to hear a whole set put together like that live for a long time... not just the little random downloads of good songs I find or a few mixes by really big named djs. I am happy. Yay.
So yea anywayz what I'm talking about for all ur ppl out there who actually take the time to read my kerrazzie lil journal entries is the party at the Office friday night with Joe Sweeney and Jay Irwin playing. <3 I hung out with Josh in the afternoon then we went to the club at about midnight, then I danced and met and saw some really kool ppl, then a lil adventure in the car, and then to an afterparty at Chad's, and THEN to take a shower and head home to go to work at 9am. I went in a ditch driving back cuz I fell asleep. :-( Not a good thing. This is the 1st time I've actually fallen asleep driving. It was very scary indeed.
After I got back I wigged out and just wanted to hurry up and move the hell away from here cuz now I am scared about driving that far so late at night. However, I went to work today and things are OK. I'm chill, relaxed, self-supporting kinda, independent (or working on it), blah blah blah - basically just working my ass off so I will be able to move out eventually. I guess there is no need to be in a rush then find myself screwed and having to move back AGAIN. I guess I am just kinda wanting to move ahead with my life and finish school finally and be out on my own. At the same time tho, it is a lonely thing. I'm growing up, I'm still single, I'm having to think about crap like health insurance, house payments one day, retirement, and all these bogus things that never crossed my mind as a kid. All the while my mother is on a vendetta to find me at least 1 older guy who seems to be gettin his stuff together cuz I think she feels bad for me being single STILL and wants me to be happy with someone who can "take care of me" or something. I really don't know how I feel about all that. I don't care about all those things, but it would be nice to fall in love again - to let myself fall in love again. *sigh* I am just so glad that my ex Matt from UNCA and I are still friends. Seriously, sometimes I feel like he is the one guy who really sincerely cares about my well-being the most out of everyone I know. We were best friends and also more for a time, but I am just really glad we managed to salvage a friendship in nearly year and a half since we broke up. He means the world to me. I wonder if he knows that. hmph
So yea anywayz what I'm talking about for all ur ppl out there who actually take the time to read my kerrazzie lil journal entries is the party at the Office friday night with Joe Sweeney and Jay Irwin playing. <3 I hung out with Josh in the afternoon then we went to the club at about midnight, then I danced and met and saw some really kool ppl, then a lil adventure in the car, and then to an afterparty at Chad's, and THEN to take a shower and head home to go to work at 9am. I went in a ditch driving back cuz I fell asleep. :-( Not a good thing. This is the 1st time I've actually fallen asleep driving. It was very scary indeed.
After I got back I wigged out and just wanted to hurry up and move the hell away from here cuz now I am scared about driving that far so late at night. However, I went to work today and things are OK. I'm chill, relaxed, self-supporting kinda, independent (or working on it), blah blah blah - basically just working my ass off so I will be able to move out eventually. I guess there is no need to be in a rush then find myself screwed and having to move back AGAIN. I guess I am just kinda wanting to move ahead with my life and finish school finally and be out on my own. At the same time tho, it is a lonely thing. I'm growing up, I'm still single, I'm having to think about crap like health insurance, house payments one day, retirement, and all these bogus things that never crossed my mind as a kid. All the while my mother is on a vendetta to find me at least 1 older guy who seems to be gettin his stuff together cuz I think she feels bad for me being single STILL and wants me to be happy with someone who can "take care of me" or something. I really don't know how I feel about all that. I don't care about all those things, but it would be nice to fall in love again - to let myself fall in love again. *sigh* I am just so glad that my ex Matt from UNCA and I are still friends. Seriously, sometimes I feel like he is the one guy who really sincerely cares about my well-being the most out of everyone I know. We were best friends and also more for a time, but I am just really glad we managed to salvage a friendship in nearly year and a half since we broke up. He means the world to me. I wonder if he knows that. hmph