You think you know someone...

Mar 02, 2006 21:09

Its funny how you think you have known someone your whole life and then at the drop of a hat they change. Unfortuanately this happened to me when I graduated from SV in 2003 I was just too blind to see it. One of my best friends growing up had suffered from anorexia in highschool... I never thought that it was a life lone disease. Eventually our differences became very evident. She was into the "bad boys" and I was committed to one guy, who she couldnt stand. I later came to realize that she infact didnt like him because she just didnt like that we never hung out as much when I was with him. Her life kept going down hill after that. She began to despise me for reasons that she would never say. She talked behind my back and she lied to me every chance she got. I finally began to spend more time with her b/c she told me she had cancer.. I took her to lunch asked about the appointments and everything. This is when she started her relationship with a certain jerkoff. It was getting worse. She was calling me in the middle of the night just to talk. She had fear in her voice. She eventually was kicked out of her parents house and then moved in with him. The reason I write about this is b/c this week she came back to PA with a black eye. Her mom calls me all upset and wants to know if I knew anything about him beating her. She told me before that he did so of course I said yes. Now it has all turned on me... I was just looking out for her. She has been in my life since I was born.. To be honest... now it feels like a load was just taken off my shoulders. Its not my fault anymore if she gets hurt. She wont let me help and u cant make someone let u help them. They have to decide it for themselves. Maybe I was wrong.. Maybe I was right.. Oh well.. all that matters is that my true friends are the ones who will always stand by me. There is a lesson to be learned.. Be careful who you trust.
Not all of my day was bad. I just had to vent about this situation. Its the last time that will happen.
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