Missing...
I got to go and see my boyfriend on thursday.. It was fun but I hated saying goodbye.. Im apparently beggining to realize how bad I am with goodbyes... Friday he called me and all I could do was cry my eyes out. I couldnt even talk anymore.. It was awful. I felt so bad. He kept trying to change the subject and see if I was ok.. This is ofcourse the last phone call I am going to get from him for like 10 weeks, so of course it was emotional.. I called a few friends but the only one who talked me through it was Jen... Thanks girl. It took a couple hours to calm down. That was hard 4 me 2 do. We then went to see his dad which was ok b/c we had tons of people at his house.. LOL I hope he didnt care. He seemed happy to see us though. I got my first letter from him yesterday which was really exciting. I have to start taking pictures everywhere so we can send them in letters to him. Thats what he wants us to do anyway.. I have to go to work soon so Im sooo not looking forward to that. But it passes the time and it takes my mind off of him not being here. I didnt do anything last night.. but I know that tonight Im gonna have to do something atleast lol. Im such a bum on weekends.... Then tom.. ahhhh!!