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Okay, so April was a completely fucked up month for me. I'm the kind of person who's always thrived on unpredictability for years, and I've only JUST realized in the last month or two how my job has become a sort of controlled unpredictability. As in, I know I'm going to go in and not be able to predict anything that's going to happen in the show, but I always know SOMETHING crazy is going to happen. Not to mention the fact that I'm guaranteed three nights of work, so that in itself is predictable. I never really realized before how comfortable I was with this schedule until it kept getting fucked up over the last couple months.
Problems gained over the last two months:
- fucked up sleeping pattern
- relationship crap I could have done without
- constantly on edge waiting for someone to call me in to cover someone
- creepier emails
- weird phone calls at all times of the day and night (started in the last few days)
I'm really happy that Davey and I aren't fighting anymore (though that was fixed a week ago, I just haven't had a chance to really say anything here, since I've been so busy - although I could have written about it and forgotton, it's possible), and NOT so happy that he's going back to the comic. I'm pretty sure I told him when he first started it (and got a schedule of sorts for how he was going to work it) that he should give himself more time off so he didn't get burnt out, both on the comic and everything else... and now he's getting burnt out on the comic. Of course, after the craziness of the last two months, and the comic thing, I'm seriously thinking of us taking a vacation somewhere nice and warm for a little while. I'm thinking the beach. He likes the beach. =) Besides, it's fucking RAINING here, and the beach sounds nice.
I'm also thinking about figuring out a place to go where there are fetish night clubs, too, he mentioned something to me in passing a while back about wanting to check them out. And I'm really kinda wanting to be a 'pet' for a night (yes, I know a little bit of what it entails, though I haven't really read up on it a lot). Maybe check out a concert or two. We'll see.
As far as the phone stuff... I think it started Tuesday or something, but someone's started calling the landline and, like... either hanging up when I answer the phone, or just sitting and listening while I get annoyed at them. It's kind of creeping me out. Especially since Jade told me last night at the show that he's been getting weird calls, too. He didn't really say when it started, and I forgot to ask, but that's kind of strange.
I think Davey mentioned something after he woke me up this morning (at fucking DAWN - but that's okay, I like being woken up by sex) about wanting to cancel our landline. We both have cells, so we don't REALLY need it. Which reminds me - the sex, not the phone thing. I need to go pounce on him. Maybe return the favour from this morning. He's not asleep, but that's okay.
signing out for today, woo!
Problems gained over the last two months:
- fucked up sleeping pattern
- relationship crap I could have done without
- constantly on edge waiting for someone to call me in to cover someone
- creepier emails
- weird phone calls at all times of the day and night (started in the last few days)
I'm really happy that Davey and I aren't fighting anymore (though that was fixed a week ago, I just haven't had a chance to really say anything here, since I've been so busy - although I could have written about it and forgotton, it's possible), and NOT so happy that he's going back to the comic. I'm pretty sure I told him when he first started it (and got a schedule of sorts for how he was going to work it) that he should give himself more time off so he didn't get burnt out, both on the comic and everything else... and now he's getting burnt out on the comic. Of course, after the craziness of the last two months, and the comic thing, I'm seriously thinking of us taking a vacation somewhere nice and warm for a little while. I'm thinking the beach. He likes the beach. =) Besides, it's fucking RAINING here, and the beach sounds nice.
I'm also thinking about figuring out a place to go where there are fetish night clubs, too, he mentioned something to me in passing a while back about wanting to check them out. And I'm really kinda wanting to be a 'pet' for a night (yes, I know a little bit of what it entails, though I haven't really read up on it a lot). Maybe check out a concert or two. We'll see.
As far as the phone stuff... I think it started Tuesday or something, but someone's started calling the landline and, like... either hanging up when I answer the phone, or just sitting and listening while I get annoyed at them. It's kind of creeping me out. Especially since Jade told me last night at the show that he's been getting weird calls, too. He didn't really say when it started, and I forgot to ask, but that's kind of strange.
I think Davey mentioned something after he woke me up this morning (at fucking DAWN - but that's okay, I like being woken up by sex) about wanting to cancel our landline. We both have cells, so we don't REALLY need it. Which reminds me - the sex, not the phone thing. I need to go pounce on him. Maybe return the favour from this morning. He's not asleep, but that's okay.
signing out for today, woo!