(no subject)

Mar 01, 2011 22:33

creating writings a lot lately. lots on the minddd

They put her in some home
where they kept her fed and gave her a television set
I never got the chance to tell her I helped myself
before she found her place in the ground
Now I wonder if mine is almost ready
because I don't care to stay here alone
Fourteen years of sobriety and I'm begging for a drop,
an excuse to get out, and I'm found
The tables; my home
I fall apart in your arms
and you want me to keep coming back.
Family.

A man in Alcoholics Anonymous shared his soul with a packed room the other day. His mom died a week earlier and he was just.. broken. Everyone could see and feel it. People broke down and wept for him and he just kept talking, I had to try very hard to not cry. At the very end, he finally let some tears go and said, "You guys are all I have left. You're my family."

I'm afraid of being a passenger on a freewayyyyy

When I take my eyes off the road
I feel like I'm giving up my life to look out the window
Anxiety embraces me like a seatbelt

mmmmmm, have a few more that will probably make their way into music. I've been really in touch with things lately. Haven't been drinking and/or smoking everyday and I feel just.. better. Jeremy and I have written like two full songs in the past month. Over the summer we jammed alllll the time, always high, and wrote like three songs and a few parts. The awesome musical chemistry we have has been restored! Excited to never have to work a day in my life. :D
Previous post
Up