May 26, 2007 21:47
So I'm scared. Why? Because I don't know what's going on with me and it's something that I can't control. I can will it away but it seems that my will is not strong enough.
Lack of concern causes me more pain than the physical I'm going through, yet the light of day does not encompass enough time for some.
I cannot force thoes who don't, to care.. so do me a favor and don't, don't say that you do to make yourself feel better either. I don't need your pitty, I'll make it or won't, with or without you.
After 2 insane and unsafe days, I have no recollection of what happened... but to get my mind off of all this shit, I wouldn't have it any other way... and I'm planning on doing it again tonight.