Just another day . . .
Yea im back out at sea working night shift again. Boring. I figured i'd add some of my thoughts to this since I havent in some time now. Well, live is going .. o.k. Me and my girlfriend broke up. Just one of those relationships that didnt work out. Maybe im asking for too much? Maybe im looking for that 'perfect barbie'? I have this one girl that calls me like every day but im not attracted to her and the funny thing is that her cousin is on me too. Not sure but I dont even know if im wasting my time anymore since im going out to sea soon. I have a little over a year in the military and it feels so good to be almost out. I plan on going to college but not sure yet where. Before I get out of the navy, I plan on taking 1 week vacations to florida, california and the U.K. I want to continue with music that Ive always had in my heart but sometimes I wonder if it only just remain a dream. Ive thought about real estate a couple of times but never got too into it. All I know is that I want to live a happy life with a lot of money .. but on the other hand .. who doesnt? I drove up to brooklyn, ny recently and I was going through the FDR and I saw so many nice cars like bmw's, the new infinitys, lexus .. and im like just thinking to myself .. what the hell kinda job is that guy doing to afford that car? I mean .. im not really complaining .. I got a s2000 convertable but the only reason I can afford it is because I have military insurance and virginia plates. If I was to have regular insurance with new york plates .. my insurance would be like 15,000 a year. Thats crazy!
Anyway, I was looking at my calendar and I realized that valentines day is comin around. For some reason it always seems like i'm single during that day. I think im just in that solo moods. I dont know why I cant find that one special someone. I always seem to find these duds. Maybe because im not going out chick hunting as much but maybe, someday fate will come and ill meet someone right. But anyway .. I gotta get back to work before I get yelled at. Later.
Anyway, I was looking at my calendar and I realized that valentines day is comin around. For some reason it always seems like i'm single during that day. I think im just in that solo moods. I dont know why I cant find that one special someone. I always seem to find these duds. Maybe because im not going out chick hunting as much but maybe, someday fate will come and ill meet someone right. But anyway .. I gotta get back to work before I get yelled at. Later.