Feb 04, 2004 01:33
well... its been a while since i posted... but yeah...
i am going to be leaving florida, going back to philadelphia,
i miss my family and i miss my dog and i miss my friends, not that i havent made some great friends here in florida...
but i just miss everthing about home, it was a very tough decision to make wether or not to go back to philly, but then the whole issue about going to college came into play. not having residency in florida makes it all the more hard to try to goto school here, so think that trying to goto school in pa would be the better option to begin with that and staying at home for a few months i will be able to save up some money to get a car, and find a nice, cheap apartment. then the whole things with friends came into play... the friends that i have made here are wonderful they are all very nice, caring, and down to earth people... wich is what i look for in good friends... and i mean i wish i didnt have to make this decision... but it is inevitable... one time or another i have to get the hell in school... i have slacked long enough... and then another desision that i had to make was to think if i have been away from "bad things" long enough that i will not get involved in the shit when i get home... but i think that i have realized that there is much more to life that partying like a rockstar all the time... unless you are a rockstar... lol... so i made my desision to go based on all of these things... hopefully i will be able to get some credits in school and then maybey transfer them back to USF and come back to florida... cause i mean i do like it here i just think now is the wrong time to try to make a life here. but anyways just wanted to update my journal cause i have been slacking on it and vent some of my recent frustrations.
thats all... good night all... i am freaking tired from packing....BLEH!