Dec 01, 2005 20:17
.*hey guys sorry i didnt update none yesterday i was just so upset and everything i went to bed at like 9:00 (yea i know that is so early for me) i cried myself to sleep over someone i cant beleave i still care for him after all the things he does to me yea i know its so stupid but i cant feel anything for anyone other then him ok i was stating to like this other boy he was so sweet to me but i couldnt feel anything for him eveytime i talk to him i thought about him..and i just wanted to cry..so hard eveything got messed up by this girl she messed my whole life up!! yea she screwed it over..lol i thought me and him could have something i thought we would statr dateing but guess what she messed everything up anyways let me tell u guys about my day*.
.ok today went by really fast we went to homeroom first thing in the morning..so that was really goo we had then pirmgram thingy i set with Angeline Tiffany and Amelia we just set there and acted stupid the whole time like we allways do..lol we after we had to go to 1st 2nd and 3rd period..which totally sucked because i hate them classes..everything went good until LifeSkills..OMG!! it was so bad i cried the whole class because i was thinking about him and how much i cared for him then i knew i could never have him and that hurt so bad because he talked to me and i was crying so yea that was really bad..that hurt me alot..im crying right know to i just wish i could tell him how bad he has hurt me shew!! i would give anything to tell him that but i cant fro crying...!!i wish i had never meet him because if i would have never meet him i wouldnt be going through this pain right know!! yea you know who u are he has caused every bit of this well gys im gonna go because i wanna lay down for a while i wanna cry somemore so ill update more later promise.
.*sorry guys i really dont feel like shoutouts but my friends u know who you guys are i love you and think u all so much for being there for me whenever i neede you all im allways here for oyu all to*.
.Leave me some comments and tell me how much you all love me.
1 = I like you
2 = I love you
3 = You're funny
4 = You're cool
5 = I want to call you
6 = I want to hug you
7 = You're nerdy
8 = You have good taste in clothes
9 = I hate you
10 = You're boring
11 = You're lame
12 = You have an awesome personality
13 = You are the coolest
14 = I don't know you, but I want to get to know you
15 = You're my best buddy
16 = I want to kiss you
17 = You are so sexy
18 = I want to talk to you more
19 = I miss you so much
20 = You're special.
21 = I will never lie to you
22 = You mean everything to me
23 = You're beautiful/cute/pretty
24 = You make my day
25 = I don't know what I'll do without you
26 = I want to make out with you
27 = I want to go out with you
28 = I want to hold your hand
29 = You are awesome
30 = You are perfect
.*put the numbers that u think best fits me..lol i got this off of nikki newsomes livejournal lol loves*.