bleh.
If I fill my life with these things then I won't have to face the truth. I won't have to work today, if I dream about a better tomorrow. I won't have to have regrets, if I ignore things ever happened. I won't have to be sad, if I tell myself I'm not. I won't have to do anything... but sooner or later won't having to catches up with you.. and I never knew how much I missed it now that I'm depended on so much more stuff I hate.