just writting without stopping to block my thoughts. just me.

[djhawk]

You bitch, you hide in the shadows of love
parading a happy face when you cause tears
the fears and pains grow with these few years
let's talk, smile, no, not that, is this enough?
Don't tell me were happy here, in this, this place
what will we become when free from this grasp
a lock from the past, these things won't last
will they? I don't know if I would, or could face
tomorrow with you there. How bleak the skys though
without this. Am I too weak to be a man, to fend
away the past with one arm, the other to send
my heart to future. would you not be in tow?
although, these friends have made it equal.
not quite simple, too far from normal to understand
Step from the ledge my son, take my reaching hand
says the devil who deals and feels so simple.
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Why must you cause this act, this play for all to see
I am not the one who creates this, you're mind takes
this fantasy to me. Don't hide in your self, it breaks
the bond we have earned. I don't know him, it's just me
If I were asking for cock then i'd like this lock
but I will never do such things and be revealed
with the devil's deals. Our past will be sealed
within our minds for all of time. Don't knock
on his door and then tell us he called you
Don't make believe, but believe in what I say
Don't take this bait you've maid, another way
is so clear to me, stop creativity and just do
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