holiday

[djhavoc]

well lately i have been chillin out on the whole party thing, i have given a lot of thought to going to school and am going to try to enroll late at epcc, cause i always told myself to go to school when i get to cali but i realize that the smart thing is to chill here and enjoy it a lil more dont rush things and just live day by day. i really dont like the holidays that much cause i am lonely hehehe i was thinking of you again the other day just cause i was going through some old boxes and i realized that i treated you so badly and just to let you know from the bottom of my heart this is not a feel sorry for me ploy but i really feel bad for the awful memories i have given you :-/ i just wish you can accept me apology. well i also miss my lil bro hey matt i hope you are doing okay! talked to jason the other day and i pray every night he is safe, take care buddy cant wait till your home. i am looking forward to tony coming in town man it has been to long bro. jorge is in town right now and hasnt called i saw him at the miner game. whipped ass heheheheh it seems like the people that are there for me through these holidays (my friends) are the people that i really need to distant myself slightly from cause i need to get my shit together and start setting goals for myself. well that is what has popped into my hjead the last five-ten minutes happy holiday everybody! and i hope we all are together one day just like it used to be!

P.S. I miss 94.7 mhehehehehh e