I guess it was too good to be true.

[djhaq]

So... fucking... Leah tells me today during lunch that she just wants to be friends and that she feels that she's known me for life as a friend, and Matt has to fucking come along to make me feel even more uncomfortable while she's saying this. I don't think this way at all. I don't know if this is even possible to be "just friends" now.

What the fuck did I do? I never expected her to come at me with something like this. I thought we had something together. I'm so heartbroken. I can't understand this at all. I don't want to end up with anyone else....

God damn it. I'll never find a girl in life that makes me feel like I do when I'm with her.... My life fucking sucks.