Oct 24, 2006 18:36
the library is for quite peace not an obnoctious illiterate poetry rendition of a foot ball game, i geuse this comes from ettiquit of and arts school, in soem cases u might say fuck etiquit but i did not come here to hear people hoot and hallor over some dumb poem that i KNOW wasnt good. isuffered through the redneck rascist vain repressed childhood gooblle gabble too many times, i go to fucking support group meeting for christ sakes. i dont give a shit everyone has taken advantage or been victimized of something in there life but how could you see beaty with out it. i think william blake could say it in a poetice. im tired of bull-shit...intense redundent, here i am going to be 'politically' incorrect not for the first time , im tired of fuukcing retards. im not a fuckign retard dont talk to me like a child dont walk on your tip toes, i can handle truth far more better than deception. and i hate hate hate hate hate long drawn out stories about things you cant change. hello do the serenity prayer i you have to, and change the fucking things you can right. my case is a little different, im treing this "normal" thing but heres the way its layed down for me like a deck of cards 2 mood stabalizers, to calladapins for panice aniety misery ( i wish i could find the word to discribe the sick guilt and barf) anyone with human experaince knows what am exzactly treing to say. DONT FUCKIGN TELL ME YOU CONFUSED. well im better now and im thinking clrearly....hmmmmmmparody. THE REAL ISSUE I Wanted to adress was how the fuck are you ganna nark on me about grammer when you type in a url you dont seperate the fucking words, so i have this to tell to you go to hell. i dont with that upon anyone but hypatheticly. rip me apart i dont car you dont know me you wish you did. i have many faces as well does misery. everyone gots there dark place, respect that. i lock myself in a closet sometimes, and when i come out does that mean im gay? man fuck it im tired of people treating me liek an innocent baby. thats not life. i want you to rip me apart over and over again. no no no , just so i can sculpt light with it. you dont know how strong i am. and i intimidate not on fucking purpose im just fucking like you i am just liek you i am just like you i am just liek you. why cant i have any freinds do i need tooo pretend a position, lie? i dont want fortune i dont want fame i dont want acknowledgment for my wisdom i just want a fucking freind. now i command you to weep.