I LOVE SPONBGE BOB
ok here im all appologies as of now. and i had to move in with my mom and i DONT KNWO if this is a curse or a blessing, and i want to say im beyond the atrs and industy of "this world" but its not "normal" to be "channeling isac newton" and "halucinating".
this is the gayest thing, but im glad my mom tells me she loves me and asks me if im ok every five minuts. AHRIUEAHUIRHEOHROEHRE RJIJFsij. i am not ganna kill myself thats the gayest thing in the world, im trying to live foreverrrrrrrrrrrr.
Well one thing is for sure , i feel discustiong. LIke everyoen knew i had mania but me.
and i treid to right a poem that would make everyone cry. and sing it to my key board, but the only sad sound that comes out of it is the lowest electric guitar key. i hate that key board and the fact that i bles my last 12 dollars on it at the thrisft store. cant even play me a sad song.
I think this means i get to paint all day and people respect me......and try to find meaning in the amputated alien arm squirting paislies of blood across spirals of eploding pastel fire works. and a touch of glitter. yeah thats where we came from the dna of an aputated alien. and every one will love my jungi female anotomy art, and butterfly metaphores. they wont be appualed i promise.
on a seriuose note, i love the rain and clouds, and cats becasue they give me excuses. i want to come out of this rain though. but i just dont feel liek the time is now.
Happier notes, i have an inheritance and i get to go visit my step dad in arizona!!! and i dont have to get a job!! becasue it could stress me out and trigger an episode!!!!!
no one understands how much my alone time means to me, except for other people of course who have to have a shit load of alone time too.
i geuse i do want this to be cured but from my perspective i dont knwo of anything else, but i imagine i could become more involved in reality. EW. that sounds majorly main stream and boring. WELP. my skin is crawling and feel exlpoitation of ones own image in the vainity of my egoo. Im realy creative and want a nobel prize. instead i get medication. i hope it makes me feel FUCKED UP!!! aaaaaRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHGH. i dont know what to expect actualy im realy confused.
this is the gayest thing, but im glad my mom tells me she loves me and asks me if im ok every five minuts. AHRIUEAHUIRHEOHROEHRE RJIJFsij. i am not ganna kill myself thats the gayest thing in the world, im trying to live foreverrrrrrrrrrrr.
Well one thing is for sure , i feel discustiong. LIke everyoen knew i had mania but me.
and i treid to right a poem that would make everyone cry. and sing it to my key board, but the only sad sound that comes out of it is the lowest electric guitar key. i hate that key board and the fact that i bles my last 12 dollars on it at the thrisft store. cant even play me a sad song.
I think this means i get to paint all day and people respect me......and try to find meaning in the amputated alien arm squirting paislies of blood across spirals of eploding pastel fire works. and a touch of glitter. yeah thats where we came from the dna of an aputated alien. and every one will love my jungi female anotomy art, and butterfly metaphores. they wont be appualed i promise.
on a seriuose note, i love the rain and clouds, and cats becasue they give me excuses. i want to come out of this rain though. but i just dont feel liek the time is now.
Happier notes, i have an inheritance and i get to go visit my step dad in arizona!!! and i dont have to get a job!! becasue it could stress me out and trigger an episode!!!!!
no one understands how much my alone time means to me, except for other people of course who have to have a shit load of alone time too.
i geuse i do want this to be cured but from my perspective i dont knwo of anything else, but i imagine i could become more involved in reality. EW. that sounds majorly main stream and boring. WELP. my skin is crawling and feel exlpoitation of ones own image in the vainity of my egoo. Im realy creative and want a nobel prize. instead i get medication. i hope it makes me feel FUCKED UP!!! aaaaaRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHGH. i dont know what to expect actualy im realy confused.