Nervous
Dear Journal,
I am back!
School (UTEP) has been a busy nightmare, and tonight, no sleep will be had.
I have my oral defense tomorrow. I am trying to stay calm. It is not working.
I hope to not blank out tomorrow and just appear to be a dear in the headlights.
I also have an interview for a scholarship class afterwards...could tomorrow be any more unreal?
Ohhh, bad new...was diagnosed with fibromyalgia. At least I have a diagnosis now. I felt shaky when the rheumatologist guy told me. It was weird. Like a confirmation, which was good, but a weird moment nonetheless.
Graduation is in a week and half.
I think I'm going to be sick. My nerves are fried.
So much has happened since last I wrote, yet none of it is readily coming to mind. I hope this is not a bad omen for tomorrow.
See you on the other side.
I am back!
School (UTEP) has been a busy nightmare, and tonight, no sleep will be had.
I have my oral defense tomorrow. I am trying to stay calm. It is not working.
I hope to not blank out tomorrow and just appear to be a dear in the headlights.
I also have an interview for a scholarship class afterwards...could tomorrow be any more unreal?
Ohhh, bad new...was diagnosed with fibromyalgia. At least I have a diagnosis now. I felt shaky when the rheumatologist guy told me. It was weird. Like a confirmation, which was good, but a weird moment nonetheless.
Graduation is in a week and half.
I think I'm going to be sick. My nerves are fried.
So much has happened since last I wrote, yet none of it is readily coming to mind. I hope this is not a bad omen for tomorrow.
See you on the other side.