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whoa man. i am way out of it right now. havent gotten much sleep all week so im thinking it's catching up with me today.
i think i logged on livejournal because i wanted to vent about emily. about how i dont want her in my life because she brings nothing but negativity. im just tired of it all. she and i have no reason to be in each others life. all i get from her is just a constant string of lies and all she does is start shit. she pretty much burned every bridge throughout this whole thing. i dont see how i can possibly be her friend, not after everything that's happened. i dont have any patience for the kind of childish bullshit. im moving on with my life.
it just sucks because i always thought that no matter what, i'd always be there for her. but this is the situation im in and this is how i choose to deal with it. fuck it all. if she didnt think before her actions, that's her problem.
i can't think straight. words are coming at me faster than i can put them together to form a sentence. it took me 20 minutes just to type this up and i still dont think i've said everything i wanted to say. i still dont think i accurately described the situation. it's pretty much the jist of it though.
i wish there was a way to delete bad things from your life. if i could, i'd delete emily. don't get me wrong, i was in love with that girl. but pretty much everything i liked about her has changed. besides, why should i worry about her when she's got ryan? that just makes it even easier to stay away from her.
welp, i guess i'll end it here. as much as i hate bitching and whining on the internet for everyone to see, i think it helps clear my mind. like a cleansing ritual or some weird voo doo shit like that.
i think i logged on livejournal because i wanted to vent about emily. about how i dont want her in my life because she brings nothing but negativity. im just tired of it all. she and i have no reason to be in each others life. all i get from her is just a constant string of lies and all she does is start shit. she pretty much burned every bridge throughout this whole thing. i dont see how i can possibly be her friend, not after everything that's happened. i dont have any patience for the kind of childish bullshit. im moving on with my life.
it just sucks because i always thought that no matter what, i'd always be there for her. but this is the situation im in and this is how i choose to deal with it. fuck it all. if she didnt think before her actions, that's her problem.
i can't think straight. words are coming at me faster than i can put them together to form a sentence. it took me 20 minutes just to type this up and i still dont think i've said everything i wanted to say. i still dont think i accurately described the situation. it's pretty much the jist of it though.
i wish there was a way to delete bad things from your life. if i could, i'd delete emily. don't get me wrong, i was in love with that girl. but pretty much everything i liked about her has changed. besides, why should i worry about her when she's got ryan? that just makes it even easier to stay away from her.
welp, i guess i'll end it here. as much as i hate bitching and whining on the internet for everyone to see, i think it helps clear my mind. like a cleansing ritual or some weird voo doo shit like that.