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Wednesday, March 04, 2009

ccklafnhlafhskfjnsof!!
Current mood: aggravated
Boys are frickin' stoopid!!!!
I am SO tired of excuses and lack of motivation outta boys. Come on, don't bitch that you need a job and want one and then DON'T make the effort to look for it. Or in the act of looking for one it becomes mission impossible. Looking for a job (online none the less) isn't supposed to be stressful or depressing. You're supposed to be semi- excited because you're making the EFFORT instead of bitching about it.
FUCK I even take the liberty of doing it for you. I'll find jobs for you apply you too them or frickin' e-mail them for you so yah at least feel like you did SOMETHING.... Nooo it's still not good enough. Apparently it's still too much effort on your part or the days I tell YOU to search and look for them yourself because I want to look for a new job for myself, it's MISSION IMPOSSIBLE 2x's....
Awesome Sauce Boyz....

Hence why I like guys older than me, they USUALLY have their shit in order and don't lack motivation.

Monday, February 23, 2009

so over it...
Current mood: irritated
*exhausted*
I sooo love how I when I came back to work this weekend the sink was full of dirty dishes and the dishwasher was empty. I ran the dishwasher before I left and told them that the dishes in it would be clean by the time they needed dishes. Atleast they got put away... but I fail to understand why used chili bowls and a pot of god knows what get left on the stove to harden and crap. There's trash and empty cans by the computers (when the kids know NOT to drink by the computers) I always end up finding cans behind the computer upside down or under the recliner o.0 Makes me sad... that's all I guess... I thought I was teaching the kids good housekeeping skills and maners... but I guess not. Or they only feel the need to apply them when I'm around, which is still kinda sad but also good as well. They barely have chores, like ACTUAL chores to do and they don't even want to do them. Everything is OMG!!! my computer game. Which is like 3 different fantasy games based aroud zodiac signs and is pretty much WOW for kids. The kids justify it NOT being WOW cuz you don't have pets in WOW....unlike their little RPG games you get to buy or trade things for pets.... 0.0 yes.. how is not trading things for other things not like WOW? They do missions and tussles to gain experience and "powers" and they're addicted to it like people who play EverQuest and WOW are at times. Apparently their life will be over if they can't level up and get more pets or crap like that... they're just pretty much obsessed with their computer games and hate the idea or leaving the computer long enough to eat or shower or anything that's not gaming.
Blah! needless to say I left the house clean n lovely and came back to it stuffy n dirty... I was only gone for 2 days.... how the hell do you make a sink full + of dishes in 2 days!

*Yawn* I've spent HOURS searching and applying for jobs online... my eyes burn from reading the fabulious bright screen for so long, and I have cramps so it's been one of those "icing on the cake" kind of days. I haven't even been focusing on jobs for me either. I've been looking for Dan and I'll send ads to other people that I think they'll do, cuz I know they're looking as well. Which doesn't take extra effort to send a link to someone else for a job. I haven't been focusing on my replacement job, because Dan's been all 0.0 about not having a job and being up in Westminster with me, and he doesn't want to get a job up here because he doesn't want to live here... yet that's where we are 5 out of 7 days a week. I told him he doesn't have to be here with me, I don't "nessisarily" need his car, I mean I can walk to kids to school or ride bikes with them there and back and he's just like.. well what would I do during the week if I wasn't here? Geee idfk... look for a job in SD maybe.... >.>
Which brings me to his parents letting us know that they're going to rent his room out since he's only there on the weekends, and they were like wth are you doing? Are you living up there or are you moving in with your brother. I just told them we'll have his shit out of his room next weekend and they can go from there, it can be at my parents house and we'll just either not come back on the weekends or stay at my parents house. His mom insisted on specifying that she wasn't kicking him out, but because he didn't have a job and wasn't there anyways and because their portfolio isn't making money they're going to rent his room out. God help his little brother.... that's all I have to say. Who is "supposedly" getting booted in June after he "supposedly" graduates.
Meh....
I feel like I don't fukkin' care anymore... I'd be happy living at my parents if I had a job and they weren't crazy... I mean they might be less crazy if I paid rent and maybe my room wasn't frickin across the hall from theirs but that's highly unlikely. There's no way I could move my room down stairs.... too much crap in it that they refuse to go through and get rid of. *shudder*

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

le blah...
Current mood: blah
My laptop is being poopie :( it won't start up right. I passed out while using it, just looking up jobs on craig's list and it froze up. So I turned it off and when I went to turn it back on it wouldn't finish past the password page/ part (whatever you wanna call it) I have Windows Vista on my laptop so I don't really know how to make things better like I used to with Windows or XP. *cries* I attempted somethings I thought my neighbor did last time it did this to me, but then I couldn't get an internet connection, so I just gave up and turned it off for tonight. I'll possibly try again tomorrow or I'll just deal till I go back down to sd and see if my neighbor can play dr. with it and fix it. *sigh*
This week has been a bunch of pooh! I had Monday off, which is fine considering how it rained and the kids had Monday off. Due to the rain their dad can't go to work, which means I'm out of work, although I've been here for 2 days he hasn't gone to work fro those 2 days either. Which means no income for either of us :( and I still do my job, which is fine and all it's just disconcerning when I'm not making money for it. Plus had we known that dad wasn't going to work Mon or Tues due to rain I could have stayed at my mom's and packed in preparations for moving (whenever that's supposed to happen now)
w000 h000!

Monday, February 09, 2009

soo bored today...
Current mood: bored
Kissing Fishies!!!! <3333
http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=51783906

Happy Song!!! :D
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H-u9lQ9bkwE

The kiddos didn't have school today... for "Lincoln's Day"... even though Lincoln's bday is the 12th.... they apparently get today off instead of then. Oh wellz... they have next Monday off too..... woo hoo... I cleaned alot today and tried to keep rainy messes outside.
*goes off to start dinner*

Thursday, January 29, 2009

When does flirting cross the line?
Current mood: drained
Category: Romance and Relationships

When Does Flirting Cross the Line?

Posted August 27, 2007 3:32 PM

By Allyson Bates
Flirting. You're in your ThirdAge, but you remember what it's like as if you were still a young single about town -- the seductive smiles of coeds on a college campus, the banter between singles during happy hour. Are those days behind you, or are you still a flirt? And what if you're married? Happily married?
What's behind that casual wink as you make your way down the hall? Is
there such a thing as extramarital flirting? And if so, what's the harm?
Thirdage's specialist Dr. Betty Polston says that mild flirting is
acceptable. "The come-hither flirting means just that -- come here I
want to know you, I find you attractive and want you to find me
attractive -- or -- I need reassurance I'm still attractive as my
spouse doesn't assure me of that," she explains. But Polston also poses
the provocative question, "What is flirting anyway?"
"I'd say that smiling and being friendly -- maybe a mild form of
flirting -- is more than OK. But be careful, the eyelashes, etc., are
probably going too far and not good for the relationship."
Are you too much of a flirt? Even if you consider your office banter
to be nothing more than platonic foreplay, it may be crossing the line.
The best way to gauge if your casual ways are too affectionate is to
consider how you partner would feel if he or she were to find out. Or,
evaluate how you would feel if your mate were participating in a
similar situation.
If you find yourself a shameless flirt, here are some specialist-suggested techniques to redirect your ways:

* Visit a therapist or sexologist to help you remember how and why
you were attracted to one another in a hot way. You must recapture it
and it needs to feel fresh.
* Get out of the house! Plan an adventure. Pick up a copy of "The
Great Sex Weekend" by Pepper Schwartz and Janet Lever to guide you and
your lover to erotic rediscovery.
* Try dressing up in sexy clothing and arrange to meet at a
restaurant or bar. Pretend. Pretend you have never met and do a
full-size job of flirting to gain your partner's attention. Do it at
parties with your special someone.

Remember that flirting with your partner sets the stage for passion and romance
and that everyone has a need to feel attractive. By taking time to
seduce your man or woman you'll show them you care . . . and that is an
aphrodisiac all its own!

http://www.thirdage.com/infidelity/when-does-flirting-cross-the-line?utm_medium=email&utm_source=nl_relationships-love_20080923&utm_campaign=thirdage

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Bee sting (again)
Current mood: cranky
again!!!? I know right. Yah I got stung by a bee today, cleaning up in the back yard. Little sucker was hiding on a lawn chair and stung me on my forarm. :( I was kinda hystarical about it, which is weird for me, last time I was just like crap, and pulled out the stinger and tried to suck the poision out. Which actually made it worse I think. Anyways this time I got it out, held my arm so it wouldn't go into my blood stream more and got in the car and went to the store. As soon as I got there I started chewing up Children's Benedryll, because it's chewable it's "fast acting" I ate 8 of those in the store and bought adult Benedryll to take as soon as I got out of the store. I took 3 of those, and packed my arm in mud when I got home. All of that combined helped a bunch actually, I got the sleepiness later though when the kids came home from school. Before I got sleepy I felt light and fluffy and it was hard to read or write. :( I still managed to function though, I finished what I was cleaning so the house wouldn't be oddly disoriented when everyone came home and what not.
I just woke up from a nap and took 3 more adult Benedryll to help the swelling go down some more and I'm going to eat dinner soon, so that'll help (I hope). I'm going to ice it more after dinner as well. I was worried when I first got stung that Benedryll wouldn't work and I'd have to go to my mom's to get the antibiotic the Dr. gave me when Benedryll didn't help last time I got stung.
Other than that I'm okayish... I was crazy bitchy and irritable today though, which sucks :(

Thursday, January 08, 2009

Where I went...
Current mood: exhausted

As some of you may and may not know, I'm in Westminister this month M-F as a nanny. I'll be home on the weekends, Friday night - Sunday night. So I won't be around during the week for hang out time or spontanious missions. *sigh* I also can't get a head start on packing my stuff. I was planning on going through my closet and dressers (again) but I guess that will have to wait. Besides I'm waiting on my Pharmacy Tech license to be and I like what this job, it's just sad that it's so far away from everything that I'm used to. I get lost easily in big cities, I hate it. I'll get used to where things are after I drive it a couple of times, just like I did in Long Beach. I don't know that whole city either, but I can get between college campuses without getting lost now. I have no need to go there now though, unless I take a class to occupy my time with (ponders) hmmm.... nah. I got enough work to do here at the house.

Sooo tired of laundry. *reminds self not to do bunches of super loads in one day* Imma be folding laundry all night. Sweet!

:D

So tell me, what's new with you? How have you been?

Oil Paintings by Mark Bryan & Life update....
Current mood: contemplative
Mad Tea Party

"The Mad Tea Party"

" I'll never go there again!" said Alice, as she picked her way through the wood. "It's the Stupidest tea-party I ever was at in all my life!"

He's go some awesome stuff. Check out his website @ http://artofmarkbryan.com/

Happy New Year Everyone! 2009 Wow huh! How time flies. I got a job, I hope >.< http://www.survivingparalysis.com is his website. His name is Nick, he's a quadriplegic but can still use his hands a little and likes to. Which is good, I know it makes him feel not entirely helpless, which is REALLY good for a disabled person. He's really sweet and very persice with directions, which is super helpful when you can't really be shown how to do something. I'm just afraid he might be to heavy for me, which is bad in a couple of ways. 1. I can drop him and damage us both 2. I probably can't keep my job either. Plus I almost passed while helping him shower the other day, which wasn't good and I asked to go home. I have this REALLY bad feeling that due to that I might not have a job for very long. :( *sigh* Iono, I'm trying not to think negatively, and I'm going to talk to him about it and hope for the best.

Dan's leaving for NY tomorrow for a couple of weeks, so I'm probably going back to my parents house, since my stuff is still there and I have work all week. I might start moving my stuff to SD as well, but I haven't decided. We'll most likely move to SD when he returns from NY (hurray?) Meh, iono, It seems farther away from work living in SD than living up here, because my job is only like 2 exits after the esco mall, and the SD appartment is past downtown.... which seems closer to you, my parent's house or the SD house? My parents place obviously.

Eeeeppp! I gotta shower and go to my parents place soon!

Have a great day everyone.

:D

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

I always knew it could get worse
Current mood: sore
Just when you think things can't get any worse they do.
Dan and I were driving my parents friend to the airport this morning at 4am. Dan drives through this massive puddle that we didn't see on the freeway and hydroplane into the center divider, spin around and around and hit it again. Smashing up the car. Thankfully it wasn't a busy time on the freeway or I'd be most likely dead if we were T-boned. I smacked my hand on the window hard enough to make it feel sprained and I hit my head on the window, my L knee hit the glove box and has a little bruise and my shoulders and back hurt from whip lash. The car is undriveble and was towed away.
Now I go back to being jobless and car-less along with being on the verge of broke as fuk. Sweet deal.
Oh.. I graduated Pharmacy Technician School though, so now I'm a legal drug dealer :P I was supposed to start working at Legoland on the 22nd for Seasonal time again, but I don't know if that's still gunna happen or not, due to my no car situation and whether or not I move to SD within the next 2 weeks or not.

Yes I've been looking for a job, I have been and I shall continue to. I'm flustered and in pain right now along with the verge of stressing.
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