Let’s seat and make a checkpoint

Oct 19, 2011 11:13

It’s a long time since I posted anything here, but I think it’s the good occasion.

I have been thinking a lot lately, about the past, the present and the future. Made me realize how much I don’t know where I’ll be in 6 months, in 1 year, 2 years… I already have moved 9 time in my life, I’m not afraid of doing it again, but I can’t really see where is it gonna bring me. And I’m a bit scared of it. So far looks like I may move to Germany, no clue if I can manage it.

Also, I realize that I still can’t really live for myself. I barely take care of me, I don’t cook anything, go to bed at no time and wake up super early, don’t do any sport, go to work or school as much as my timetable allow me even if I’m already dead and take big risk for no reason.

The funny part is on the other side, I always try my best to be nice, gentle, available to everyone I like or consider as friend, I really like to host people, I try to cock nice stuff all the time, organize stuff ect… I like to take care of people; I hate to take care of myself.

Well that’s my shit for today !

Djem / Emile

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