do or not do there is no try..

[djegor]

Well it would appear that once again I am left alone over the holidays( big surprise there, Ray charles coulda saw this one coming!).. this only serves to comfirm that a very recent decision that I made ( yet again; this is getting monotonous)yesterday regarding a certain ongoing sorce of frustration and drama in my life is the right one. For someone who claims to care and want to make things work out whenever I back away, this seems a rather odd way of showing it.And she has the audacity to accuse me of giving up? know what ,you've finally convinced me ;you're right.. now I have. Your actions ( or lack thereof) convinced me that its the right decision to do so... Not only am I stood up and left alone over the holidays, not even an attempt at communication has been made to see how I'm doing..this by somone who claims to want to work things out with me?? ( wtf?) .. yeah right let me check my birth certificate and see if I was born yesterday!! LMAO!! C'mon is it realy too much to ask to get a phone call and be wished a merry christmass? yeah you've shown me just how much you care and how much you want things to work out. "some people .. you jest kaint reech..."..Sorry, I deserve better. Why keep asking for chances you don't make use of? Strike three .. games are over , you're out!
Merry fucking christmass train wreck!!. FUCK YOU!!!....Holidays Suck!