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Ya know I use to update this thing like it actually meant something; now I never want to let everything out anymore and I'm always too lazy to type it. Anyway, school is going.....well Dave's class is about to drive me crazy but I'm handling that one. Maybe things will slow down a bit, doubt it but it might.
Brad is in!!! I was so excited to see him. We went out to eat and hung out on Sat. which was fun and great to see him again. I never actually thought I would see one of my best friends leaving like he did and now he will have to leave again, but I guess thats just a part of the Marines.
So much yet nothing has went on lately. It's hard to explain really. I am so confused on how I feel about things anymore, but I guess that's my own fault. I just wish things were easier to settle and let your feelings out without worrying what you are saying. Well basicly that's what the LJ is for anyway, a wish list, right?
I wish basketball season would hurry and get here, I really can't wait for it. Except by then I will be too lazy to do anything on the weekends haha and now I feel like I can't fit anything in on the weekends. I need to quick slacking on getting ready for basketball...I just feel like I've gave up on trying but I want it to be here so bad!
I have concluded this past week that I get jealous easily now and before it wasn't that bad but here lately I donno what my problem has been. I want to give on things so bad but I just can't, I know no one probably understands what I'm saying but it's ok because I do. Little things that bother me really bad all I want to do is just let it go and not care about it anymore but it's hard not to.
Well that is enough wishing and complaining for a little while....leave me some
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Brad is in!!! I was so excited to see him. We went out to eat and hung out on Sat. which was fun and great to see him again. I never actually thought I would see one of my best friends leaving like he did and now he will have to leave again, but I guess thats just a part of the Marines.
So much yet nothing has went on lately. It's hard to explain really. I am so confused on how I feel about things anymore, but I guess that's my own fault. I just wish things were easier to settle and let your feelings out without worrying what you are saying. Well basicly that's what the LJ is for anyway, a wish list, right?
I wish basketball season would hurry and get here, I really can't wait for it. Except by then I will be too lazy to do anything on the weekends haha and now I feel like I can't fit anything in on the weekends. I need to quick slacking on getting ready for basketball...I just feel like I've gave up on trying but I want it to be here so bad!
I have concluded this past week that I get jealous easily now and before it wasn't that bad but here lately I donno what my problem has been. I want to give on things so bad but I just can't, I know no one probably understands what I'm saying but it's ok because I do. Little things that bother me really bad all I want to do is just let it go and not care about it anymore but it's hard not to.
Well that is enough wishing and complaining for a little while....leave me some
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