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i need to stop letting my emotions get the best of me, and getting too swept up in the moment.
maybe I just wrote the same thing twice but in different ways, i don't know. i don't really care
its hard to focus on getting my life back together when I want all these things to happen.
i'm starting to think I have some sort of ADD, because I can't seem to focus on one thing anymore.
and i've just recently learned how to knit, and i'm working on a scarf, but its been pissing me off, because I always fuck it up, and I've had to start over several times now, and I tried working on it again earlier today, but again, i fucked it up, so its just aggravating.
i'm pretty mad at knitting and yarn right now.
so hmm, i'm thinking in order to reach my level of happiness that I want, I need to do stuff for other people, but without my self in mind. not for my own gain, but just to see someone happy.
and i'm also aware that well,
Karma is a Bitch.
don't piss it off, or else it'll piss you off.
maybe I just wrote the same thing twice but in different ways, i don't know. i don't really care
its hard to focus on getting my life back together when I want all these things to happen.
i'm starting to think I have some sort of ADD, because I can't seem to focus on one thing anymore.
and i've just recently learned how to knit, and i'm working on a scarf, but its been pissing me off, because I always fuck it up, and I've had to start over several times now, and I tried working on it again earlier today, but again, i fucked it up, so its just aggravating.
i'm pretty mad at knitting and yarn right now.
so hmm, i'm thinking in order to reach my level of happiness that I want, I need to do stuff for other people, but without my self in mind. not for my own gain, but just to see someone happy.
and i'm also aware that well,
Karma is a Bitch.
don't piss it off, or else it'll piss you off.