"Baby get on this ride with me"
Drama!! Argh! I'm sick of Drama.
Apparently I have a "new lifestyle" that some of my friends (two in particular) dislike. Rather than sitting at home, being lonely, and feeling sorry for myself, I'm actually going out now - making new friends, meeting new people, and trying to have fun.
I think that recently I keep putting myself into akward situations, which is causing this drama for me. It's hard to go from liking someone to being just friends...especially when you have to watch the other person messing around with other guys. Then throw this into the works: One of the guys he's interested in - is one that I thought I might like. So much for that.
It's like...when you have a large group of gay friends, it's hard to tell who's interested in who - when nobody will just come out and say it. And I don't pick up on signals. It's okay, though, because I'm learning.
Meanwhile, I think I'm interested in our friend Andy. Thing is - I don't know how he feels about me, but I guess time will tell. Only problem there is that his friend Joe has been all over me for the past 4 weeks - and I really don't like Joe that way. I sound like some big whore who's into 8234672 guys, but I'm really not.
I now have three days off in a row with little to do. I have to upcoming vacations (my first this year!!): Going to Illinois w/ Kelli to visit Paul at his new store & house (July 30, 31, Aug. 1); and going to Pigeon Forge, TN with Mom, her friend Judy, and Josh for a weekend (and to see Ronnie Milsap in concert!) (Aug. 20-22). I can't wait to get out of here and forget about things for a few days. It's all too complicated.
Apparently I have a "new lifestyle" that some of my friends (two in particular) dislike. Rather than sitting at home, being lonely, and feeling sorry for myself, I'm actually going out now - making new friends, meeting new people, and trying to have fun.
I think that recently I keep putting myself into akward situations, which is causing this drama for me. It's hard to go from liking someone to being just friends...especially when you have to watch the other person messing around with other guys. Then throw this into the works: One of the guys he's interested in - is one that I thought I might like. So much for that.
It's like...when you have a large group of gay friends, it's hard to tell who's interested in who - when nobody will just come out and say it. And I don't pick up on signals. It's okay, though, because I'm learning.
Meanwhile, I think I'm interested in our friend Andy. Thing is - I don't know how he feels about me, but I guess time will tell. Only problem there is that his friend Joe has been all over me for the past 4 weeks - and I really don't like Joe that way. I sound like some big whore who's into 8234672 guys, but I'm really not.
I now have three days off in a row with little to do. I have to upcoming vacations (my first this year!!): Going to Illinois w/ Kelli to visit Paul at his new store & house (July 30, 31, Aug. 1); and going to Pigeon Forge, TN with Mom, her friend Judy, and Josh for a weekend (and to see Ronnie Milsap in concert!) (Aug. 20-22). I can't wait to get out of here and forget about things for a few days. It's all too complicated.