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Jeff and I got into a huge fight this week. It basically started with me telling him I missed him and missed being together. Then it turned into this huge mess that ended very badly. I feel like we could have worked it out, but he decided not to talk to my anymore. I can't take that. I feel like shit. I'm crying hysterically right now and there is no one around to make it stop. I don't even know what to think or feel right now. I just can't do this. I really don't have it in me.