Aug 05, 2006 02:37
i hate bvoys so much. whty doin't they know a good thing when they see it.
why do i still ncare so much about him whenb he obviously doesn;t care about me. i mena he dumped me and then found someone new rihgt away, that hurts me so bad. i just wish i knew what i did wrong.
i;m so stupid. i should have known that i was just a rebound. i guess that's all i 'm good for.
i hate this. what is this hold that he has on me??
i passed him walking on state street tonight abnd he pretended he didn't know me. i got back to my car and started bawling.
how is it that he can be so good at hurting me??
i hate ny life.
o9ther than that, i had a good night with diana.
but i'mj still really sad. how does he find someone new aftger a month and i'm still in loive with him. god my liufe sucks.
im going somehwerer