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[djayboots]

It's strange. My desire to work and study is stronger than it has ever been, but I've grown so accustomed to my normal laziness that I can't even muster up the discipline to sit down and read a fucking history book. It's always been like this. When I realized that I wanted to improve my intellect, it took me three years to understand that it would

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[thefumoffu]

ahahah I understand you totally! Same same problem wif meee
yaaa its like I get all motivated but then I lose focus again cuz of my lazy ways >.

[yellowphoton]

with a giant stick!
Until you get to senior year and all the pent up distractability comes rushing back out of you...

[against_demons]

"Somehow I feel that, through some eternal, recursive, horrible truth, I will have to make the same resolution over and over, again and again, until I die."

At least your life will then take on a kind of mythical significance. =x Though I would prefer being able to improve my intellect, too. What sorts of things end up distracting you?