My eyes are finally open but i still cant see
I don't know what tommarow will hold in store for me. i cant rally predict if the cards that are dealt to me will win more or less predict if i will live a happy life. the only thing that i am worried about is settling. i saw scrubs yesterday and one thing caught my attention. at the end of it, it said that JD was only their because of the kid that the chick had of his. that was the only reason that he was with her. he was not happy and he was not in love with her. i don't want that, i don't want to be with someone im not going to be happy with. i know there is a lot of people that would not want that either. and i would not what that either for them. i love my friends and i wish that we would hang out more. i don't know what to do, only that i have to do it wisly. i am not doing that good in school but im not doing horrible. i think i can still do good if i use my head a little more and study a little more. i don't know if i will end up ok, but i know with friends, i cant end up wrong.