A state of allowing.

May 09, 2007 21:22

Today has been magnificent. Actualy, let me correct myself; everyday has been magnificent. I feel such an immaculate change in my life
that i could probably describe, but I know how it works, so that's all that matters. Lately I have been realy committed to my thoughts, and besically just accepting everything, in a totaly recieving mode. It has worked for me in ways that both prove that my way of living works, and just that any state of being is a good one. the bad makes the good better, everything is around me, everything around me is connected to me, everything connected to me is moving, everything is moving in a foward motion, and i am riding with it.

Today especialy, (without getting too into detail) i came home, and i was feeling in a particuarly boared, and generaly bad mood..and i relised this. I decited to talk to my mom..about everything that has been going on..and i described to her a certain "thing" (lack of detail) that i have been desiring..i told her everything about that thing..and how it has to do with me. We decited to go to double trouble park..out of nowhere..(my mom has never gone there, i havent in a while..)and we went..following this long trail to the water that i remember..and the thing was THERE..sitting right infront of me. IT has actualy been on my mind for a while..just dwelling there..in all of its goodness
and i know exactaly why it was there, in this random unexpected place
and in this instant
it was so clear to me
that i had attracted that moment
and it felt so right

the whole rest of the day was total bliss.
i feel contrast sometimes..everyday...ofcorse..and i believe in it..and i accept it..and im thankful for it
life is
what it is
you can have anything in the concievable breaches of your immagination.
and im NOT lieing about that.
and anything you can't have here, you can have in the infinate possibilities of your dreams

i have never realised how important just ONE being is..ONE person..ONE soul..we all make a difference.
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