Nov 23, 2004 15:46
It hurts! Oh, the agony of it all. I can't believe I said some of the stuff I said during Sunday School.
I know I was tired, 4 hours of sleep. I know I was trying to make Ashley laugh, cause I love seeing her smile. But I just couldn't have said what I thought I said. I'm trying to burn out the memories in my head, but I soo messed up sunday, I don't even know if it was worth it.
I told Ashley about how I got in a fight with Rick's girlfriend, Michelle. I didn't go into the details of the evening only pointing out that the one guy I was trying to get to be a christian wouldn't happen cause of our argument. She wanted to beat me up. She had pretty good reason to.
I still can't believe that happened, but I'm glad it did. I just don't think I should have brought that up in sunday school. I really wish I had gotten more sleep the night before, but I was just so anxious to see Ashley and talk to her, that I couldn't sleep.
God, Please forgive me. I didn't mean to take your name in vain soo many times. It's just that when I was driving in my car on Sunday, I started to review my day, and I realized what I had said, and OOh, it just hurts so much.
And then there is this other thing that happened on sunday, but I don't have time to talk about it. I'll write about it tonight, and post it later. See you.
Eric