Sincerely Much Obliged

May 05, 2006 15:25

I lie here shattered into a million pieces.
My bones lie scattered like glass.
I must have fallen down this slope.
He took away my brain.
I can't think, and I can't make my own decisions without him.
He took my very organs I used to have to live.
I can't eat for vomiting the poison he fed me.
He took my heart.
I can't love anyone and feel the way I want to feel.
So, you come around and try to fix the pieces he left behind.
You have all of the supplies needed: love, concern, and infatuation.
I am a new person.
Whole once again.
But you dropped me when I was fragile.
And now I lie here shattered into a million pieces.
And I'm cutting my fingers putting together the pieces of glass.
I'm trying to crawl my way up this slope, but my strength is much too weak.
And the new blood you spilled is drowning me.
I can't breath for choking.
The tears from my eyes keep streaming.
What the hell did I do to deserve you?
Thank you for killing me once again.
Thank you for finishing what he set out to do.
Much obliged.
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